DESTROYED《 ☆ Miles E42 x reader ☆ 》

Now

"Are you seriously gonna avoid him forever? I mean he's blowing up your phone"

I glance at the request to meet up at a hotel later from Miles I'd been avoiding since this morning.

"Yes."

"Girl! This is your first love we're talking about. The boy that has literally never left your mind till you turned 16!"

"Aiko please tell her to stop" I turn to the now space bun haired female typing away at her laptop with snacks surrounding her.

"Are you insane? No! I'm trying to already write up a possible ending to your love story with him. Some good, some uhhh bad...But some really good!"

"Stop using me for material for your book!" She sulks in her seat.

"Okay look. Just go for the casual fuck then. Its can't be that difficult right? In and out that's it" Blair cuts in eating the doughnuts left on the counter of my kitchen.

"You say that like it's easy"

"It is!" Nora yells.

The idea was terrible. Now that I know for certain I still love the male detaching is going to seem a lot more difficult. I'd been avoiding seeing him face to face because as soon as he sees my dynamic towards him change, he's gonna know somethings up.

As soon as I see him I'm going to be reminded why I loved him so much.

As soon as I see his behavior towards me I'll be reminded of our current situation out of casual sex.

That I might have actually lost him to our past.

If I fuck him, it wouldn't just be having sex with him. In my head things will be more intimate than it is. Making love to my first love but the thought of that being one sided breaks my heart.

I just can't put my heart on the line again. If avoiding him for another 3 years will hopefully make my feelings for him die then so be it.

I have graduation a week from now.

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He'd called me this time in the late afternoon then would give up on asking again. Hopefully he got the hint.

While that was at play I'd webbed a group of terrorists I'd been fighting all afternoon to the side of a police van. Because of all places for big men with guns to be shooting up the place it had to be near a kindergarten.

There was around 20 of them, following under a boss I now had to find later since the man himself wasn't even on the mission.

Was my life seriously never gonna give me a break?.....

I'd had patrol earlier but I now decided to relax for a while alone to my thoughs that were starting to pull at me.

My mom claimed to be home soon so hopefully I get that much time with her before I graduate which is in 3 days actually.

The next thing I know I'll be going into ***** with amazing grades and a good application.

"Quite playing cat and mouse with me. It gets fucking annoying very time"

I freeze up and look under me to look at the annoyed mask of the Prowler. My heart races but it burns all the same. I was really hoping to never see him this soon till I could figure out what to do with my feelings for him. But I guess I'm out of time.

I walk from under the tower ledge and onto the ledge he stands on too. His mask falls off and I pull mine off. And i look up to his expression just feel a lump in my throat.

Was he always this beautiful?

This capturing to look at?

The lines of frustration make him look older, wilder, hotter. His hair a bit messy from the mask and his hazel eyes shine but pierce holes into my soul.

Not that I minded this time but I that tiny bit of me wishes he looked at me how I looked at him for years

"What are you talking about?"

He walks closer to me and pulls me in quick by my waist and towers over me with a dangerous glare. His body presses against mine and I feel the problem.

"I thought you could ask any girl to help you. Why are you at my feet to fuck"

"Thats not my issue...."

"What is then?"

"You"

Miles POV

She's been driving me insane for weeks now.

The hell is she doing to me?

In my past 3 weeks I'd get thoughts of when I found her in her room. Ass up, tight clothes. Or whenever she be at the club living her life in such a wild way. And also immediately got bricked at how much she excites me.

I noticed since the last time we fucked at my place she's a whole lot sensitive and louder from her usual strong held in moans and cursest to me. Now she whimpers and moans more which makes me wanna go another round on her. She's been more raw with me which is abnormal for her.

To make shit worse every girl i fuck has not be able to make me enjoy it as much since her. Whenever y/n aint around I got to use alternative sources, but every single damn one of them has not let me fucking cum or just doesn't make me feel any better. I'd have to fuck them till they're too tired to go again so I can deal with the problem myself....to the godamn thought of y/n.

What the fuck was I? A teenage boy watching porn for the first time.

She hasn't been in her classes and I haven't even accidentally bumped into her but when I'd ask around where the hell she was they'd claim they just saw her.

She was avoiding me for a fact but why like this? I hadn't even done anything for a while. I haven't said anything wrong so why?

She disappearing again?

.....

My chest feels weird......