Its in the afternoon now. My room is cooled down and I'm surrounded by a pile of books that scramble with my brain and my continuous headache.
My phone rings and i don't bother checking who it is but answer.
"Hey?"
"Yo? You free?" My first mistake of the day when I hear Miles' voice.
After I fainted last week and came down with a fever I hadn't seen him since. He hadn't ask about me and I hadn't reached out either. Only his mom has.
I was embarrassed at first till i realized it shouldn't mean anything it didn't have to anyways because when I woke up to my memories of Jeff out on my desk I'd felt my privacy invaded and bits of our past come back into mind. He probably thought I still killed the man but what good was it then when he clearly was here to only fuck me.
"Depends. The hell are you calling for so early"
"I needa fuck" it shoots something through my body but it slightly gets to me all the same. Why now?
"What happened to Rue?"
"None of your business"
"I'm not helping you cheat on anyone"
"Once again its none of your damn business and you didn't seem to have a problem with it last week. You up or nah?"
I hang up the phone.
My skin feeling gross and sticky. My head spinning and my heart throbbing. I feel so under him right now....so used....or am i overthinking it?
He did just wanna have casual sex. No emotion to it.... though we haven't exactly said that.
But everything Miles is emotions. I can't. Something like having a one night stand with a stranger is fine but Miles is anything but a stranger. I loved that boy more than any other thought in my heart and mind. And there he was just now objectifing me as his fuck toy.
I need a break.
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"Hey....."
'Was it my fault again?'
"Y/n....."
'Is it still visible?"
"Girl....."
'Why is it all getting so much worse-
"Y/n!"
"What?! Yes?...." it's like I finally opened my eyes, taking a slow time to actually see Nora now. She sits besides me on the couch, cross legged with a frown and worried expression on her face.
"You good, girl? I've been trying to get your attention for 5 minutes now"
"Yeah. I am just out of it"
"....then what happened out there?" Her expression deepens into a sadder one.
"Out where?"
She turns her attention to the TV then taps at her laptop and few times till a video starts playing.
It was one of the fights i had 2 days ago with a villain i barley even remember but what i see makes me sick to my stomach.
In my whole life of having to deal with any villain i do one of two things.
I throw them into jail
Or
Give them a quick death
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DESTROYED《 ☆ Miles E42 x reader ☆ 》
Fanfictionverb [ T ] to damage something so badly that it cannot be used. +:｡∩(・ω・)∩ﾟ.+:｡ "Because of her my life was ruined. I ain't talking about this anymore. She dead to me" ☆ "Because of him everything was destroyed between us. Our friendship and my love...
