No future with you

1.

Ah, Jungkook Ah! I moaned aloud in my third orgasm today. I was riding Jungkook, I was wore only in my silk stockings with lacy garters on my thights. Because that's what Jungkook likes

Ah, Jimin. It was amazing. You were so good today.

He was lying in my bed, head on my pillow, stroking my tights, when his phone beeped. he check it and sighed

I must go, baby.

Where?

I have a date, what my mom arranged for me

What? A date? with who? I asked angrily

With Tara

I froze, with Tara? Why do you have a date with girl, Jungkook?

Jimin, he closed his eyes. My parents never will allow me to be with guy, if they find out what I'm doing now, they'd throw me out of the house and disinherit me, Jimin.

So what I'm to you, Jungkook? I asked and tears formed in my eyes

Jimin, we talked about it, its ony about sex. Nothing more, you knew it.

But, I sobbed. You still have your cock inside me and talk about your date, Jungkook! Its hurting me, some tears falled from my eyes.

Jimin, please. Try to understand. I

Do you love me, Jungkook?

What? No!

I bitted my lip and slowly climbed down from him. You should go, then

Is it what you want?

Yes

Fine. He stood up and pulled down his condom, and I went in bathroom.

When I walked out from bathroom, he was gone. Only 3 empty wrappers from condoms left there. I fell on my bed and cried my broke heart out.

We started to sleep together year ago. It was always like that, he came when my mom was in job, we had sex, he showered and left. We both visit high school, we are in third year. He was from rich family, his parents were owner of one of biggest builder company in Korea.

He was tall, muscular, quite smart and favourit. Girls wanted to date him and boys wanted to be friends with him.

He had two faces. One in school, he ignored me. Like we didn't know each other. He had couple of friends and never let anyone in they group. He was arogant, selfish and kind of jerk.

But I knew his second face, the one when we are alone. He is so gently and loving to me. He never pushed me in anything. He is funny and caring

But today... he broke my heart. Why I do this? Why I accept his behaviour in school? It's easy to answer.

Because I love him. I love him with my whole heart and I thought that he loves me too, he acted like that, when we were alone. But today I realized that he liked only my body. Nothing more and it hurts, it hurts so bad.

And now, meanwhile I was lying in my bed crying, he has good time with one of most beautiful girl from our school, just as his parents wanted....

I was in crying mess, when my phone started ringing

Yes? I pick it up

Jiminah? what happened, why are you crying?

We broke up. I sobbed

We will be there in no time....

They stayed with me whole day. When my mom came from work I told her, that I have migraine

and left back in my room.

We lived alone, me and my mom. She and my dad divorsed 3 years ago. He has new family, but we are going well together.

And so does my parents. Thank god, my mom forgave my father to leave her and we live in peace. Dad bought this house for us, my mom picked it herself. He wanted to buy for us bigger house, near to our family mansion. But my mom refused and I agreeted with her.

My dad was rich too, My grandfather started a clothing business and our brand is quite successful in Korea. It's ready-to-wear fashion, but I have to admit it's very high quality.

My father also owns some clubs in Seoul.

Five years ago, he became the CEO of the family business, and like a cliché, he fell in love with his secretary.

I hated her at first because she broke up our family. But then I got to know her and I have to admit she is a very nice woman who just fell in love. They have been married for 2 years and have a little girl together. My sister Park Leane, she is 6 months old and I love her so much, she is the most cutie baby in the world.

Mom says that she is looking as me, when I was a baby. but I doubted it. I couldn't was so cute.

My mom is dating with someone sometimes, but it never last long. She admited to me, that she is scared to fell in love.

We are friends more than mother and son, she is quite young. I'm fresh 18 years old and she is 35 now.

She and my dad they were teenage parents, mom was only 17 years old when she had me, but she never regreted it. I was belove child. And I still am.

So she knows about me and Jungkook, I told her, when I lost my virginity. She knows that I like boys. She knew it before I did. And so did my father. He kind of struggled with it, but he finally accepted me for who I am.

My dad doesn't know about Jungkook and I know my mom won't tell anyone.

Now she is sitting on my bed, petting my arms.

I thought that he loves me, I sobbed. I.. I was so wrong, mom.

I'm sorry, baby. She whispered and petted my back, when I sat up and hugged her tight.

I slowly fell asleep in her embrance.

In the morning I found a breakfast and note from my mom.

You can stay at home for the rest of week, honey. I excused you at school. Check your school email, they will send you your work.

be careful and call me whenever you will need.

Love you, mom

I closed my eyes and thanked god for have such a great mom.

My phoned announced me some message, so I check it and froze. It was from Jungkook

Hi,

You are not in school

May I step by in afternoon?

And trust me, I musted took my all strognes to answer like that....

Hi, Jungkook

here is no reason anymore.

I'm sorry

Jimin

Answere came in while

Is that what you want then? End us?

I wiped away my tears. Us? Ok then.

Here is no us, Jungkook. Just you and my body.

And I can't do it anymore. You know why. Be happy

Jimin

I cried when I sent it

Just remember, that it was you who decided it!

Bye, I will be happy, don't worry... JJ

I threw up my phone and bursted in cry. And I cried for the rest of week. Tae and Hobi, my best friends were with me every day, they comforted me. And helping me with my school's works. But they had to tell me something.

Jungkook oficially started dating with Tara, after we let's say broke up, they were walking hand in hand in school and were seeing every day after school, dating.

My heart was bleeding and my eyes cried a lot. Was Sunday today and tomorrow I must to face to it on my own. Am I prepare for this? NO! I hope I can avoide to them.