No future with you

37.

Wow Jungkook I love it here.

We were in some new restaurant in Seoul. We were sitting in garden and everywhere around us were flowers

I thought so. He grinned and winked at me. And chill ran down my spine

Fuck! I was horny again. How? I still feel my hole hurt a little, but still I want him

Baby? What are you thinking about?

Why?

Your cheeks are red, you bitting your lower lip and your breathe is faster. Are you dirty mind?

What? No.. I just was thinking about what you were telling me yesterday, about the job. I lied

Oh, really? Ok, well I'm glad that you start it. I would like if you would join to me. I need your brain

Ok, but Sebjok

I know, she can be with us in office, or you will work from home. But you were amazing in this stuffs back in NY and I really want you to work with us

Us?

Yeah. Me, Nam and Hoseok

Oh, of course. And they didn't mind me to join?

No way, they would be excited

Ok, so I can help you form begin and then we will see, OK?

Amazing, that's exactly what I wanted. He smiled at me, grabbed my hand and kiss it

Waiter brought us our meal and we started to eat. I finished my meal first and then I ordered some desert.

I didn't missed Jungkook's happy smile when he saw me eat so well.

After dinner we ordered some wine and we talked.

I also will have to go in NY for while, week or two

I stared at him, pale. Why? I asked with tighteen throath

I need to go on some surgery

SURGERY? Are you ill? Some tears filled my eyes.

No, No baby, don't worry. It's just simply medical procedure.

What?

Vasectomy

WHAT?

Jimin, shh baby. I hate use condoms I want to feel you and I want to filled you with my sperm, even if it will be infertile one.

You.. I oh.. I thought I one day I.. OK

I looked down and bite my lips

Jimin, baby. You want another child?

I.. not now, but maybe one day. But if you don't want to

He was kneeled next to me in no time, took my face in his hands and kissed me

I would be happy, Jimin. But I thought that everyone was telling how hard the pregnancy was for you so I thought that you won't want to go throught it again.

It was hard, but because I wasn't with you. I missed you so much, Jungkook. I want another baby in future with you. If you will be next to me I can handle everything

I will, I swear. Than that's solved. I'm not going anywhere, but the condoms.

You don't have to wear them. I talked with doctor Yung and he gave me some pills, the same as Minji was using so they works and when we decide to have another baby I just stop to use them and then.

You are my briliant, clever boy, aren't you? He whispered and then he kissed me again

And how fast they will work?