No future with you

6.

What the fuck are you doing here? I asked him

He stood up and catch the window frame

May I came in? he asked me

Not in my room, go I'll open the door. I closed the window and he almost let his hands there. I smiled and went at door to open them

So, I said when I opened the door, why are you here?

I.. I... I wanted to ask you. If you can explain me a math

Math?

Yes, I didn't understand today's lesson and I...

Ok, I smiled. Wait here. I pointed at couch and went in my room to brought math

We were sitting there and I was explaining him. He was more and more closer to me. And when our knees almost touched I stood up and went in kitchen

I leaned on kitchen counter and took a deep breath

I miss you. I heard behind me. I turned around to look in his eyes

You miss my body, not me. You are horny and you think that I'm so easy. I said and wanted to leave. But he grabbed me and pulled me on his chest

It's not true. I miss you

No, you don't

I do. I lo...

Hi mom. I yelled, Because my mom just came at home

Jungkook jumped from me

hello honey. Oh you have a visit? And you did ate, fine. I'm so tired. O and you did study. Wow can be mother more proud?

She came in kitchen to us.

hello, you are?

Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook. he bowed to her and I saw her froze

Well, nice to meet you. Jungkook, she said and watched him from top to bottom and back and then she looked at me

So, I will take a shower and then will go in bed. Don't spend the night, you have school tomorrow

Sure good night mrs. Park

She smirked and left in her room

Well, I said and looked at Jungkook. Will you go now?

No, I think that I want to see some movie

You don't have TV at home?

he giggled and sat at my couch

Go home, Jungkook

He looked at me. Please, can we be friends? He looked at me with his puppy eyes

Fuck! Fine, but only for tonight

Good, he said and picked some movie and turned off the lights, only small lamp was on

You know I don't like horrors, I whined and moved closer to him

Its not horror, Jimin. Its thriller, I read about it and its interesing, Just watch.

thrilling music started to play and I moved even closer to him and I started looking around

You are like baby, Jimin. he told to me smiling, he hugged me around my waist and moved me even closer to him

You picked it on purpouse, right? I asked

he looked at me. What are you talking about?

He was so close, so close, my heart was beating as crazy

You know I don't like this kind of films

Yeah I know, You like comedy or romatic movies, the best one is Titanic. You like dance music, because you love to dance. You sing in shower and like to reading poettry and book about love with happy end.

You also collecting Marvel figurines and you favourit character is Ironmann as mine. You parents are divorced 3 years, your dad has new family and a baby girl, she is 6 month, now maybe 7 monts old, her name is Leane. And your mother tell that she is looking like you,when you were baby, but you don't think so, because you couldn't be so cute, what I doubting.

You like to dress in colors, you favourit jeans are the red one, what I like on you too. And you were wearing silk stockings because you know I like it on you, because I love your thights in them, when they are around my hips.

I was your first and your wish always been make love on song 2U, what we did, manytimes. You are scared of pain, that's why I always been so gently with you. Even if I wanted to fuck you hard.

He whisperes the last sentences and I was looking at him with my mouth opened

I was listeting Jimin. I heard everything what you did ever said to me, because I cared, I care and I will care, because its you, Jimin

Tears started falling from my eyes and he wipped them away from my cheeks

Jimin, he whispered and lean to me, our lips almost touch

I wont sleep with you

he nodded and conected our lips

I was lost in this, but then I remember and broke the kiss

You have a girlfriend

Nothing happened between us, and I don't think she likes me

Do you love me, Jungkook?

Jimin, please

No, do you love me?

he looked at me, in my eyes at my lips, back in my eyes

Yes

proof it

How?

Do it official between us

How do you mean it?

Broke up with Tara and be with me, in public

I can't Jimin. Because of my parents. I.. I want to, trust me, but I can't

I will broke up with Tara, but you and me we can't be public

I cupped his face, But that's the thing. It will be still the same Jungkook, you'll broke up with Tara, we will be hide again in my room and your mom will find someone else and again and again

No one will know about us and one day my heart will be so damage that it will kills me, Jungkook

I love you with my whole heart, but I can't do it again. Hiding as some criminals

No, he shooked with his head. Give me time, please

He started cry too. I really love you Jimin. I love your eyes, your scent I love you, the whole you, but I need time.

I wanted it so fucking much!

And what are you gonna do when your parents find out and put a knife to your throath? Either them or me? Either the money, the job, the position in the society. Or me? What will you do then, Jungkook?

I don't know

But I do. You leave me without hesistation

No, its not true

So proof me, Jungkook. Proof me, that my heart will be safe in your hands

I need time

And I give it to you, but till the time. We will be only friends

I can't be friend with you. I hate to see you dating anyone else

So what do you suggest?

No dating with someone else, anyone of us

OK,

And you, Tae and Hobi will join to us, in my group

Why?

because I want to have my eye on you. He said with smile and I shooked with my head

Fine

And Jimin, will we start it from tomorrow?

Yes

Ok, he said and pulled me on his lap and kissed me hungrily

hey, I...

I know, you wont sleep with me. He said and kissed me again and I kissed him back.