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~♪never felt more alive♪~

ye so i wanted to try a chapter based on song lyrics so im here to try it out if you'll like it feel free to drop song ideas or make your own lyrics in the comments (would be intresting)
btw it's the song from fall movie cuz i love the movie and the song♥️

(though it won't be based on the movie or anything it'll be just my scenarios imagination etc.)

-i have never felt more alive-

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-oh lover-

Russia was walking his way along the sidewalk with a cold face that became his usual since two months ago. Exactly two month ago his father passed away. Now he and his siblings are independent. Since then a lot has chanced.

-you told me i would never find another-

He and his siblings were of course sad but they all knew they had to move forward.
So they did.

-if i went on without you i would suffer-

He United States of America. That one specific person.
Because of him Russia had two reasons to be sad upset and mad.
At life.

-you said that i would struggle to survive-

He was the one who comforted him. At that time RSFSR. Even though they were supposed to be enemies. Somenting brought them close.
Now it's over?
Russia himself doesn't know.
All he knows is that he's glad he was there for him in the dark times when his father was stressed and would take it out on Russia or his siblings.
But remembering it was America's fault then again. He's where he was. Wondering.

-but i have never-

Russia now here where he was is now an independent country. In the last two months without his father or America he needed to fix a lot of things in the country. Should be heading for better times now right?

-oh-oh-oh-oh, baby-

All of promises everything. Where is it now? He doesn't know.

-remember how you said that you would- -save me?-

It's over now probably. He's alone now once again. All of his siblings have their own business and problems.
And now? He has no one.
The american- where's his end? he doesn't know.
Didn't see him for the past two and half month.

-but you're the only one who needed saving-

No.
He's fine now.
Free to do what he wants.
Explore his country.
Do what he thinks is the best.
He's not under anyone's influence.
And he wont ever be again.

-you said that i would struggle to survive-

He's alright now.
All's good and he's glad.
Glad- that-
Glad?
Yes glad. He's glad for what's upcoming.
He can make changes.
He's okay now.
Fully.

-but i have never felt more alive-

He's there.
He's finally there.
In the position he wanted to be.
The leader it's a chance for him to show who he really is.
And that's what he's going to do.
He'll never back away.
No matter the cost.