'the blood's bittersweet'talia listened to the clock's repeated ticks as the minutes jaren promised had turned to hours, her eyes shut , her brows furrowed. Her hand raked through her blonde hair, the strands slipping between her fingers.
the cold kitchen floor made contact with her feet as she stepped down from the kitchen stool, her footsteps echoed through the house. Making her way up the stairs she stopped at the start of the hallway.
she could hear him clearly now, his voice yelling it turned to talking and yelling again, then laughter, she knew he'd forgotten that it was their movie night. Who was talia kidding, he'd forgotten that for the last two months.
at this point jaren might aswell have forgotten he had a girlfriend, at most points it appeared he actually had forgotten that. Talia began to walk down the hall, her hand resting against the white wooden door, fingers running to trace the carvings in it.
her knuckles knocked against it until they stung, she stepped back waiting for a reply, she waited there for 20 minutes. Though talia didnt realise how long she had been waiting, the thoughts inside her brain began to blur together, the world began to move fast around her.
clutching onto the handle she pushed open the door stumbling forward into the room, her breathing was laboured and her world was still spinning. Her hand frantically moved around to look for jarens figure.
blinking away the blur she had seen she was left stunned realising he wasn't in the room, infact the shouting she could hear was his own videos left on play.
"what the actual, fuck?" she whispered as her eyes scanned the room, landing on the spot where jaren usually kept his beanie this time of year, it was gone.
her face began to heat up, she felt warm as she walked over to his computer, rolling back the chair as it made lines in the carpet.
clicking away from the video her hands shuffled against the mouse looking for his discord, the mouse changed as the app loaded up.
99+ notifications!
"jesus jaren.. reply to your friends" talia muttered, moving the mouse to hover over the groupchat she could see, the red bubble still everchanging with new numbers.
grizzy:
y'all finna be on later?blarg:
fuck yeahpuffer:
maybe, might be out with
megan it depends tho.pezzy:
i gotta stream but like
i might be able toelasticdroid:
yeah 😎smii7y:
yeah probably.talia's eyes clouded with tears as she read the conversation, if he was supposed to he online then where the hell was he now?
pushing away from the desk, talia walked out of the door slamming it shut behind her, walking into their shared bedroom.
falling onto the bed her hands gripped the pillow ss she screamed into it, the frustration and anger she felt kept building up inside of her.
raising from the pillow she swung her legs over the side of the bed, walking toward the closet she took out a pair of jeans and slipped them on.
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taliajxmesonn: its finally slightly warm in this damb province lets fucking gooo!!! #canadakryozgaming: fab as always 💪🏼
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talia smiled as she looked at the results of her recent photo, she knew jaren would see it somehow so now she just had to wait.
her feet padded down the stairs as she walked to the front of the house, grabbing a jacket she pulled it over her arms to provide atleast some warmth.
grabbing her car keys from the holder she opened the door, slipping on a random pair of her shoes she had kicked off in the porch she sighed.
the warmth hit her as she walked toward car, looking down at her keys her thumb pressed down on the unlock button, the lights on the back of the car flashed as the mirrors automatically turned outwards.
hopping into the drivers side talia slipped the key into the ignition switch turning the key as the car jumped to life with a loud buzz.
driving around the toronto streets she finally made it into the city centre, pulling into a bay in the multi story carpark talia hopped out of the car.
walking toward the pay and display machine talia pushed the card into the slot with her palm, her nails hit against the keypad as she typed in her registration.
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taliajxmesonn: will never not love this place, its so stunning just before sunset and at night.blargYT: toronto is stunning borther
^ taliajxmesonn: so tru borther
pezzyyx: i need to visit again
^ taliajxmesonn: frouse trip soon? 👀
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