Michael Clifford sickfics

Goodbye

Request by @amberjazmyn. This isn't Mikey, it's an Ashton sickfic. Warning: Death and Funeral! EXTREME FEELS!
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Michael
I knocked on Ashton's door, it opening and showing a very tired looking Ashton. "Hey Mikey." He smiled, he seemed a little off. "Hi, you alright?" I asked and wrapped my arms around his neck, his hands finding there place on my hips and a wide smile grew on his face. "I'm perfect, even better now that you're here." He smiled and connected our lips, I pulled away and walked inside the house, closing the door with my foot and felt his fingers dig into my sides, making me giggle in squirm in his grip. "Oh no, you're not getting away that easily." He chuckled and started tickling me harder, I screamed and wiggled out of his grip, running away. "Get back here and let me tickle you!" He laughed, "You have to catch me!" I taunted and ran up the stairs, hiding behind the wall and waiting to hear Ashton's foot steps, but instead I heard a loud thud and I turned the corner, seeing Ashton out cold on the floor at the bottom of the stairs. "ASHTON!" I screamed and ran down the stairs, holding him in my arms and dialing 911. Paramedics rushed in and carried a dangerously pale Ashton into the ambulance, I rode with him there and held his hand the whole time. "Please stay with me, I love you please don't go." I sniffled and kissed his knuckles repeatedly, they took him inside and I was forced to sit in the waiting room. It only took a fucking hour, but a nurse finally came up to me. "Mr.Clifford, Mr.Irwin is still unconscious,  but you may go see him." She smiled, "What made him pass out?" I asked as I stood up, "He has brain cancer and he overworked himself." She stated and I felt the color drain from my face,  "B-brain c-cancer?" I stuttered and she nodded. I nodded back and walked to his room, creaking open the door and seeing him out cold on the hospital bed,  I let out a choked sob and sat on a plastic chair next to him, holding his hand and my tears fell onto his hand, but I quickly wiped them away. "Brain cancer, why didn't you tell me sooner? I'm not mad, I just wish you told me sooner and we might not be here. I could be in your arms, watching a movie with you and holding your hand." I sniffled and wiped my eyes. "P-please stay Ashton." I sobbed and lifted up his arm, kissing his hand. I stood up and ran my hands through his curly dirty blonde hair, the only sound the beeping of the heart monitor, then the long beep ran through my ears and I gasped. "NO ASHTON!" I sobbed as I shook his limp body, I fell to my knees and sobbed into his arm, "I love you so much." I sobbed before I was taken away by a nurse.

"Me and Ashton have always been close friends, but after I turned 16, I realized I've been wanting more than a close friendship. So, when we were at an acoustic meet up in the park and after we had finished the song, I kissed him and asked him to be my b-boyfriend, I-I remember the feeling I got when he said yes and kissed me again." I spoke into the microphone on the podium infront of Ashton's casket, "Last week, after me and Ashton had celebrated our 2 year an-aniversary, I had asked Ca-Calum and Luke to come with me and help me ch-choose an en-engagement ring with his birthstone on it. We found a perfect ring and had it engraved 'To the moon and back'." I went into my blazer pocket and pulled out the velvet box, opening it and revealing the ruby ring inside. "But, unfortunately..... sometimes things don't always go as planned. Life's not a fairytale, even though I had found my-my prince charming. I know Ashton's looking down at us and smiling, trying to tell us to smile back at him. So, I'm gonna do as I'm being told and smile back at him everyday. I love you Ashton and I'll see you soon." I finished and walked to the open caskey, lifting his hand and sliding the ruby ring on his finger. I felt a sob creep up my throat and I ran out the room, running into a bathroom and letting out a scream, it echoing through the singular bathroom. I sunk to the floor and pulled my knees to my chest, sobbing uncontrollably.  Luke and Calum walked in and had to get me to calm down, but after about 2 hours my sobs turned it quiet cries and I had cried so much I puked into the ceramic sink. I stood up and punched the glass mirror above the sink, making it shatter and glass cut my pale skin, "Stupid fucking brain cancer!" I screamed and started sobbing again. "I-I-I'm so s-sorry Ashton." I whispered and felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned around but Calum and Luke were in the corner of the room. "It's okay Mikey." I heard someone whisper but Calum and Luke were quiet. "Ashton...." I whispered before I blacked out.