denying love | tianekha

the first meet

tiana's pov :

I enter my college, a new place. A place I've never visited before, everything just seemed so different compared to my school. I go to my classroom and while searching for a place to sit I crash with this girl,—she's got the perfect brown skin, puffed lips, big beautiful eyes which she covered with her glasses, her bold features, everything about her was just so fascinating. I apologised and went back to my seat. My class mentor entered the class and i wont lie, she's boring and lame. My first day was pretty boring but something kept bugging me the whole day and that was to know what the girl's name was. I was just so curious about her.
(At home) :
I freshened up and laid in my bed, still thinking about the girl i met in class, it's just something about her that makes me feel some sort of way, something that I've never felt before and definitely not something I've felt towards a girl.
I knock my thoughts off and go to sleep.

The next day :
There are a lot of girls in my class but someone who my vibe clicked with was prajna. She's fun to talk to and she's my only friend right now.
I finally had the courage to go up to this girl and ask her what her name was
"Hey um what's your name?"
"I'm amekha" she responded. Her voice suits her a lot and I could feel something happening inside me. "What's your name?" She asked in return.
"I'm tiana nice to meet you"
"Nice to you meet you too" she said that and just walked away.

Few days later
We're selecting class representatives and amekha stood for it. Her speech is just as amazing as her. I obviously without any thoughts vote for amekha. After the vote counts, unfortunately amekha came second and some idiot came first ugh.
I and amekha have been speaking but not very often.

A month later
So amekha is this kind of person that everyone is friends with. And that, for some odd reason annoys me.
also amekha is really close to this girl called yara. how i wish this yara girl was just gone. i just hate it when people ship them, and that's when i came to realization.. am i in love with her? am i in love with amekha? no way right?
BOO! prajna caught me offguard bringing me back to reality.
"what were you thinking about so deeply?"
"nothing" i shake my head
"alright then lets go grab lunch"
during lunch
"hey um can i join you guys?" a girl holding her lunch asks
she's got brown hair, a good complexion and overall a really pretty smile. words cant describe how pretty this girl was.
"sure!" prajna agrees
"im sandhra" she introduces herself
we introduce ourselves too
"it would be really great if we become friends" she suggests
we both agree with her.
sandhra is really nice, im more than glad to be her friend.
and from that day onwards, we have become really close.

few months later

amekha joins our friend group.
and this is when i find out what kind of a person amekha really is.
i think she hates me cause she's always fighting with me for the silliest of things and this gets on my nerves each time
I hate it when she fights with me but I can't help but find her hot when she does that.
amekha speaks shit about me behind my back and does all sorts of stuffs.
at this point i should loathe her...but why can't i do it? no matter what she does why do i not care? why do I still wanna be friends with her?
and these thoughts get captured with more negativity
no. i can't do this. i shouldn't do this. this is wrong and i should stop.
all i have to do is maintain my distance from her and that way i won't fall for her more than i already am. It's gonna be hard but i can't let myself break my own heart.
She is obviously straight and hates me. I'm ruining my own self, liking her.
and just like that my mind goes blank again.

A/n : hii guys so this is a story about my friends and guys im not even kidding this is a true story (it's not)
anyways i hope you guys enjoy this story as well and stay with me throughout the journey of my friends falling in love<3
thanks for reading💗🌸🎀🌷