denying love | tianekha

the first time

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"Okay."

She smiles back at me and locks our lips, to get back to it and arouse me degree by degree, making this long but thinking about me and my own pleasure a lot. My eyes close by themselves and I let her kiss my neck while taking her underwear off to drop it on the ground and slide further under the blanket, to give some kisses to my stomach while holding my waist, before going back up to stop at my chest but drift one hand lower. Some kisses get pressed against my breasts, one at a time, making a real powerful effect drag me out of my sanity and she slowly starts to rub a finger over my underwear, to gently apply some pressure between the lips but provoke me to get wet in no time at the movement of her hand going up and down.

"Ahh..." a deep moan escapes from my chest as I gripped her shoulder. My feet slide up onto the sheets and I clench my legs unceasingly, without even knowing it as if I was fearing to let go.
Her lips caress my breasts and kiss them, she heightens the pleasure by rubbing her finger in a circular motion but this time, on my clit, which is something that never I felt in my life, this is powerful, taking over me and numbing my entire body as if I was out of energy and about to fall asleep but also, on cloud nine and living a dream, a wet one.

She unsnaps my bra in a single second and undresses me with one hand, to not stop making me pant through the pleasure.
That's a scene that I always described in my story without knowing what it was to be touched that way but now that I feel it, this is the best thing ever and I thank myself for living at this period of time.

My voice goes out again, but her finger leaves its spot, for her to take my damped underwear off and bend over me again, while I'm totally not on this earth anymore but in another world. She joins our lips and kisses me passionately, while I'm trying everything possible to not moan with all the pleasure that her finger tracing circles on my clit is giving me. She goes down and pushes a bit more in the middle to start jerking her fingers from left to right, hastily while going up and down and making me lose my mind to the full, its consuming all my energy but to such a point that I think I'm soon going to pass out.

The feeling of her breasts against my breasts, her hand passing through my hair as her lips are kissing me slowly and our hot bare skins tightly in contact, are terribly pleasing. "Try to keep calm sweetheart, I'm going to insert one finger inside of you to stretch it a little bit, alright?" She breathes heavily against my skin, her voice now full of shivers when I didn't expect her to be affected by it. I answer her with a weak "yeah" and let her go further.

So she does it, her finger entering my body for the first time, I gasp and arch my back at the weird feeling it brought to me. I cannot stop grasping her back unwittingly, as if I couldn't control myself anymore. I whine once she starts to go back and forth, making me feel weird but good simultaneously, I feel the need to pee getting even worse, unfortunately, I know what this means,
"I'm going to add another one baby," she softly whispers as her voice seems to be fading away. I don't answer anything but after short seconds pushing back and forth inside of me, she puts one more of her slender fingers in, turning me on, exciting me like ever and engendering the keenest pleasure through me, no matter how tense I am.

She strokes my hot cheek with her fingers before pressing her lips on it, her fingers hastening the pace at which they're going, I'm totally feeling myself dripping wet like ever, I don't know if I should feel embarrassed or good but the clenching felt in my lower abdomen is aching. "A-Amekha..
" I emit a deep sound of pleasure, moaning her name and gripping her skin as I'm feeling my own soul leaving my body. She kisses my neck and keeps on going, remaining between my legs and making it impossible for me to clench my thighs even more to hold back everything. At the feeling of her fingers thrusting into me even swiftly and deeply, I whimper without wanting to, through my panting and let the pleasure overwhelm me.

"Tell me if it's too painful or else, okay?" She brushes some strands of hair away from my forehead but takes my hand in her, to keep it against my pillow and intertwine our fingers while her other ones are stroking my shoulder blade. "Just try to keep calm and it's going to be okay."

Without hesitation, she latched her mouth onto my right breast, as her left hand played with my left one.
She used her tongue to lick my nipple, turning me on so badly. As she used her left hand to pinch my nipple making me want to cum on the stop.
Her mouth moved up to my neck, I felt the sucking sensation on my neck, I started to moan at the pleasure she made me feel.
"Amekha.." I say breathy. She looked up at me and i cupped her face "no one has ever made me cum." That's when that hungry look in her eyes turned into starving.
She kissed on my thigh leaving more hickeys, claiming me as hers. It didn't take long before her face was between my legs.

Her tongue merged its way into me, she pumped it in and out a few times. That's when she trailed it up to my sensitive spot and licking me there.
My hands grabbing onto her beautiful black hair. "Oh fuck amekha'"I moaned. Which only made her go faster, making my clit big and hard. I was close, I was so close.
She lifted her head up for a break. I had her face shoved in between my thighs and she could barely breath. "Amekha" "yes?" "Finish me" that starving look came back and she went back down.

I felt it... a feeling no amount of vibrators could ever give me. I finished all over her face, screaming as my hand grasped onto her hair. She came up, mouth dripping wet.
She used her hand to wipe her mouth off as she smirked at me. "Holy shit tiana. You are beautiful. I wanted to say it sooner but I was desperate to get you wet, but honestly you are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen" that's when she cuddled up next to me and she decided she wanted a round two.

A/n : hii guys!! alright ill admit it, this wasn't the best smut ive written and i think it could have been better but i just don't know how girls have sex so pardon me hehe
hope you guys enjoy the next chapter and thanks for reading so far 💛🌻🌙🍋