denying love | tianekha

the day after

- Next day -
10 am.

tiana's pov :
I wake up at the sound of the birds, the sun softly passing through the flimsy grey curtains with a small gap to let the light enter the room. Amekha isn't in here, I wonder what she's doing. I can't even get out of the bed...she took my clothes away...
"Amekha?!" I call her out, hoping for her to be in the living room or close to me. In a short second, she bursts into the room as if she was waiting just behind the door. That's the first time I see her in cozy clothes like that. Sweatpants, black t-shirt, and fluffy messy hair, she's even more attractive in her natural appearance. "What's wrong baby?"
"Uhm...are my clothes still in the washing machine...?" I blush at the thought of last night, feeling like it was just a dirty dream full of pleasure and satisfaction.
She passes her fingers through her hair to pull them back, revealing her forehead giving her a sharper look. She gulps down and heads to her wardrobe at my right. "Yeah...but I can borrow you my t-shirts if you want..."
"oh..thank you.."

I step out of the bedroom in her oversized white t-shirt, my breasts being kind of too exposed under this thin fabric, I'm praying for her to not see it but this is like hoping for a moth to not get attracted to light.
I check at my right to see if she's in the living room but get startled by her voice coming from the other side, in the kitchen. I turn around and head towards her with a smile as I saw her beaming. Once I go further into it, I mention that the room is quite more vast than it seemed at first sight. I walk up to the table full of food and drinks that look and smell appetizing, to sit down on one of the chairs.
"Is there something special you like eating in the morning?" She stands by my side, making sure that nothing is missing, but I look up at her and shake my head, "I usually don't eat anything in the morning so this is perfect for me."
"Ah alright..." she smiles and goes in front of me, to sit down, while I'm waiting for her to give me the permission to serve myself some of the mouthwatering food displayed on the table. This is colorful, full of sweet and fresh scents of fruits, bread, and pastry, which makes it really tempting. "You're not hungry?"
I raise my eyes up from the chocolate croissant calling my name, "I am...a lot. it's just that I try to avoid the type of pastries and all those sweet... delicious things..."
"Don't tell me it's because of a diet..." she cocks her head to the side, now gazing at me with real affliction and care. I don't answer her but just scratch my temple, obviously avoiding the real reason that she knows well. "You should allow yourself to eat those things sometimes though, that makes the brain happy and boost your mood...and no matter what you'll eat, you'll remain beautiful to me..." she lowers the tone of her voice for her last words, now grabbing some food to eat. She takes my dish and fills it with a pancake, some fruits, and pieces of chocolate, to hand it to me with a bowl of cereals. "Here, eat well and don't let my heart ache from seeing you like that..."
I smile at her attention over me, for the first time being taken care of by someone other than my sister and who is a person that I love, brings a certain peacefulness to my mind. "Thank you."
"No need to, I want to make sure you're pampered from now on. " she bites into a strawberry as I laid my heart eyes on her. I grin and take hold of the bottle of milk, to fill my bowl of cereal with it and start to eat too, this is simple for normal humans but this type of food for me, is special.

Few moments later

"See you tomorrow sweetheart, I love you," she smiles at me, leaning over me from her driver seat to press her lips on mine. "I love you too," I smile and peck her lips one last time, not willing to leave with the stare her eyes are giving me from very close. She lays a hand on my bare thigh and gaze through my soul before sliding her finger up and caressing her lips against mine without kissing but just playing with my emotions. "I want to keep you with me..." she whispers, pecking my lips from time to time as her skin is skimming past mine. I put my hand over her as she slipped a bit under my skirt but keep my eyes closed as her lips are still brushing mine and meeting each other a bit tightly once I move onward with her.

"Leave before I jump on you," she smiles playfully, stroking my thigh.
"Wait," I call her before I leave.
I lean over and kiss her lips, but as I tried to move back, she cupped my nape with her slender fingers wrapped around it and kept me still, to make the kiss passionate, some seconds lingering during which we're both fondly exchanging strong love, but to end with her tongue sliding into my mouth subtly, before simply pecking me. "I love you and be careful on the way to your house love," she nuzzles the tip of my nose as she gazed into my eyes before getting back on her driver's seat. "I love you too," I laugh but look down from shyness, to close the door of her car and hold onto the strap of my shoulder bag to get on my way towards my house at some feet away.

The next day
I leave the college after an exhausting day, Amekha seemed a bit different from usually, and could barely concentrate today, even when a friend was asking something, she couldn't answer straight away and when she was close to me to check on how I was doing, she was way sweeter and touchy but in a soft manner, as if she was subtly passing her fingers past my hand to grab hold of a pen, or pointing at a little mistake I made but keeping our skin connected, her closeness was warming my heart up. Every time I was peeking at her, she was looking at me. Maybe she's indeed sincere and kind, more than I would think.
I walk along the quiet and sunny street that I always take to reach my usual spot after ending school. Some few steps and I get to the shelter.
I'm so in love with amekha and i don't even want to imagine my life without her anymore.

A/n : hii guys~ anyways the story's getting boring isn't it? im sorry im kinda out of ideas but I'll try to get back alright? thanks for reading so far🤍🎧🫧🥥