Lost

45.(Soon to be Husband)

{Jiwoo's pov}

My mind is clouded with many thoughts, negative, positive and neutral!I saw him...after 9 years to be exact!He-he has become more handsome and good-looking!!I couldn't take my eyes off him when I noticed him!those brown doe orbs staring at mine!it was different this time!!he even got lots of tattoos and piercings...I wish I could describe him as a gentleman but idk really

I might've scared him by being that serious,I killed a man infront of him,if I was the old version of myself I could never even hold that gun;I was rude to everyone and I don't regret that because that was necessary to not show my weakness!they should know me as a bad bitch But him!!??

Is he married? though he doesn't seem like-but idk ,maybe he is married!!why do I care?his life ryt!his features have changed a lot just like mine..I changed 100%,he is taller now with a well built body,I swear I felt like my heart stopped beating when I saw him!so beautiful,just like the man I used to read in my romance novels!he is exactly the same,his eyes hold something inside them...like a spark of hope,desire,need..... forgiveness??

I shook my head why am I thinking about him??he is no one to me!I should avoid his thoughts...but that's impossible,I couldn't do that in these 9 years and cried for him then how can I ignore his thoughts rn when I saw him in reality?but good that he now knows who am I? atleast he won't disturb my life.. won't try to follow me and ask for forgiveness,we are far away...we aren't destined

*Knock knock*

I didn't turn around to see who the person is!just said

Jiwoo:come in

I heard the door shutting... someone sat on a chair but no one spoke

Even after 4 mins when he/she hasn't uttered anything I decided to ask and turn around

Jiwoo:what are you-

My steps halted

Him

Jeon Jungkook sitting infront of me,in my cabin...like he owns this place

Jungkook:hii good morning

I sat on my chair facing him,time to be professional and show him I am rude now