I Wish I Was Heather.

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When the three of us first met him, I was... enamoured. He seemed so amazing and perfect, I couldn't help but fall for him almost instantly...

He may have been quiet, but he had such a creative and lively mind, I loved hearing him talk about his interests with us

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He may have been quiet, but he had such a creative and lively mind, I loved hearing him talk about his interests with us.

It was just... adorable.

Lots of people joked about one of us falling for him eventually, especially since he was the only guy in our mainly-female friend group

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Lots of people joked about one of us falling for him eventually, especially since he was the only guy in our mainly-female friend group.

But then Maple straight up told everyone she was only into girls, so her 'winning' went out the window.

Speaking of Maple, I think she figured out about my little... crush. I couldn't tell if she just guessed, or if she had an idea for a while...

 I couldn't tell if she just guessed, or if she had an idea for a while

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She offered to help out with it, which I... guess I accepted? Not sure why, Maple's not the exactly a great wingwoman, she always yells it out loud... in front of the people she's trying to get together.

Happened with Foldy and Stapy...

But... I guess someone else had the same thing I did. Only this time, Maple didn't figure it out before she went and confessed...

...

On the exact same time I was going to.

On the exact same time I was going to

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Coincidence? I don't know. Most likely so, but... still. It hurts.

I've never even been a fan of flowers anyways, like, they're cool, but just not for me, and I hand-made this fucking bouquet for him.

And then there goes life saying 'fuck that'.

I just... I nearly began crying, and ran off.

 I nearly began crying, and ran off

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Just... GOD-FUCKING-DAMNIT! WHY NOT ME?! I PUT ACTUAL EFFORT INTO PLANNING MY CONFESSION TO HIM, AND THEN SHE JUST SWOOPS IN AND RUINS EVERYTHING?!

I ran into my own room, before collapsing behind the door.

What's wrong with me? What made him choose her and not me? I

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What's wrong with me? What made him choose her and not me? I... AM I JUST NOT ENOUGH? Is that the issue here? If so... tell me. Tell me what I don't do, and I'll do it. I'd do anything for him.

ANYTHING.

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