(uh oh wacky cw for implied(?) self-bye)
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I've made up my mind.
Grabbing onto a pen and paper, I began to write a small message to my friends. Well, ex-friends.
They all cut contact with me a while ago, don't remember how long it's been. Either way, it's felt like forever.
It was my fault though, so why am I complaining?
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I'm sorry. Sorry for all the damage I caused. Damage that I didn't even know was damage. All because my parents never cared about me enough, heh...
Though maybe that was why.
Maybe I ruin everything...
I ruin everything.
I'm ruining everything.
I've ruined everything......
Stop it, guilt tripping won't work.
As much as I wanted to write more, I could only write two words.
I'm sorry.
Is that enough, though?
Maybe it is.
Besides, I doubt my friends will really care anyways. I've damaged them all enough by just being there, maybe I shouldn't give them anything directly...
...except for her.
Changing the full stop to a comma, I added one more word... her name.
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I'm satsified with my final note.
Not like I should add more, that'll just make it all worse. Nobody has the time to read through a shitty person's shitty note...
Remember why I'm doing this.
I'm a terrible person who doesn't deserve to be alive anymore.
No... no... you're making yourself look like the victim here. I'm not; I'm the perpetrator.
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