No Turning Back Bro

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"Ah Ricky I don't think I can anymore." I said feeling I was about to vomit. This is my tenth shot and Ricky's fifteenth. I knew my ears were a dark shade of pink, because when I drink heavily they always are.

"Oh come on bro, I'm not I'm not even drunk. Hang in there man!" He yell in my ear. Obviously drunk. I looked at him and shook my head no.

"Nope nope I need to call Niall, I need him and his lips. His beautiful lips!" I confessed, smiling afterwards. I trued to get up but was pulled back down by Noah.

"Um dude I don't think you should call Niall." He said.

"And why not Noah Mayer?" I barked back, but he wasn't having any of that.

"Um first of all he's not your boyfriend anymore, and second you broke up with him. Third I don't think he want to talk to you at your horny state." I just stared at Noah with mouth open.

"Noah honey ease up on him. His dad just dead." Luke said in Noah's ear but I heard him either way, and Noah eyes widening. Like I wasn't suppose to know.

"Are you fucking kidding me Noah, who didn't you tell about my dad's passing. I bet the bartender knows!!! Fuck man keep things to yourself!!" I said storming out the bar as I called Niall number.

N: Hello?

Why is he answering me like that has he lost my number?

Z: Niall it Zayn again. I need you.

N: Zayn, just stop.

Z: What why.

N: Zayn your drunk. And I'm not you're boyfriend. I took you advice. I'm going to stay out your life. Now stay out of mine. You're making it hard to forget about you.

Z: Niall please I need you. My dad just died. I still love you.

N: And somehow I don't believe you do. Bye Zayn.

Z: Niall please!! Don't hang-

N: Bye.

"Up. Shit what have I done."

"Are you okay?" Someone said getting close to me in the back alleyway I was sitting in. Yeah I know it dirty but I could care less right about now.

"Louis?"

"Oh Zayn and this is Harry my boyfriend I was telling you about." Harry extended his hand and so did I. We shook hands and exchanged a few words like 'nice to meet you and hey' as we let go

"So Zayn why are you sitting alone on this lovely night?" Harry said hugging pushing Louis to his side and Louis smuggle straight after.

"Um just a bit drunk but I sober up now after getting a wakeup call from Niall." I spoke not feeling like talking after mentioning Niall.

"Oh Niall, how is he?" Louis asked this time.

"He hates me. I could understand why. But I just want to not feel like this anymore. You know."

"Yeah." Both Louis and Harry said. "Hey we at heading to our friend's house want to come." Louis offered.

"Ah I don't know-"

"Nonsense. Come with Harry and I snd I promise you'll forget about everything."

"Well if you say so." The both gabbed either sides of my hand a pulled me off the floor I don't really know I got on and let me to their friend's house.
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When enter the house you can kind of smell the forget in the air. Or maybe it was the drugs. Either way I needed it and I hope I can get so quick and fast. I never done any drug other than weed but I guess I can do something stronger because what do I have to lose?

"Hey Zayn Harry and I are going
Upstairs would you be fine on your own? Or do you want me yo call a cab?" Louis said after a while of being here with a not so sober Harry looking like he's ready to fuck. I wave if off and planned myself on the couch with all the juckys by me shooting stuff into there arms. That looks dangerous but I still want to try it. I feel like I need to call Niall to tell him before I do this, but at this point I don't care. I need to do this for myself.

"Hey man it's your turn."

"What oh yeah um but can I get a different needle?"

"What you think you to good for us?" The random guy continued.

"Uh no i just want to be on the safe side you know." I answered back.

"Oh. Whatever... Here." He said opening a fresh new needle a attaching it to the tub that had a liquid substance in it. I was sure what that was but mostly everyone was asleep. And I guess that's what I needed. He attach the needle to my arm like it was a document and told me ' all my worries we going to be gone.' And for a second I did believe him. Once the started the machine I throw my head back because everything felt numb, and for once numb felt so so good.

"Oh shit bro you not even sleeping. Most people that take these stuff do." A different guy said.

"Well I guess I have some shit going on in my life not even drug can't fully fix." I responded back looking at his blue eyes that reminds me of Niall's, but somehow Niall's seem more pure.

"I think I can help you with that. Names Fix by the way." He said taking my hand in his and shaking it.

"Zayn. Why are you called fix by the way." I had to ask, knowing no one can be born with a name like.

"Don't worry about it. Just know I provide the fix and you han me the cash or ass." He chuckle like he just made it up on the spot.

"Oh." Was all I said with out any emotion."

"Yeah! Be happy. Look if you really want to for get about all you problems meet me outside and I give you something you won't forget." Fix said getting up from beside me on the couch and walking toward the back door of the house. Shit this could go three ways. First I could get rape by him second I could get the drugs he was mentioning free of charge  But at this point I had to trust his green eyes.

"Hey wait up?"

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