When I woke up I realized Niall things wasn't there anymore. I guess he came when I was sleeping. I don't even know what time I came home. I moment I was at a bar, the next I'm waking up. Breaking up with Niall wasn't easy, but it had to be done. There s still a part of me that just want to reach on my night stand get my phone and call Niall. Then there's another part that tells me i'm strong enough to hold on. I looked at my clock and see it's 10am on the dot. Fuck I need to get up or i'm going to be late for my graphic design class. I got my sore bones up and head for the shower. My bag was already set with the things I needed so I'm going to be there on time.
After taking my morning shower I rapped my towel around me and I was set. Checked myself in the mirror and made my way to my bedroom. I went through my drawer and picked out my clothes. Blue Jeans and White Tee, and boxers of course. After that I got my bag and was out the door.
The thing about my college is that you are not limited to express your feelings or yourself. But sometimes it hard to be by yourself because everyone is so open and want to know what your up to. It's a small college by the way. As I was getting out of my car (a gift from my parents by the way, because I can't afford that as a college student, basically the only I can afford is gas and half of my rent and since Niall is gone the only I can afford is gas.) Sigh I guess I have to move back in with my parents. Or live in my car. I waked to my school and swap my ID in the ID slot machine and once it made the beeping sound I know all to well I proceeded on my way to the my class.
My class is very interesting we learned how professional grapic design artists make the animation of the characters mouths and about the montion of their bodies!! Maybe I should shut up. I sound like a complete nerd. (Not saying being a nerd is bad) I just don't being associated with by that. Niall always thought me to love who I was that I don't need to change myself for anyone unless it's a job interview.
" What are you smiling about?" Noah, my good friend said.
"Ah it's nothing just something Niall said to me before." I responded, scratching my head and looked down at my feet. We were both waiting for our problematic philosophy professor Mr Kennedy to show up for class. With a bunch of other student I don't really talk to but know of.
"Um no wonder." He laughted
"Um not really, Niall and I broke up yesterday." I said honestly.
"No way, the dream team. How? Is that even possible?" Noah said using a hit of sarcasm.
"Stop it Noah! I just had enough. I had to.. He gave me no choice."
"Ha! I knew it was you that would do it. Ricky own me 5 bucks!" He spoke happily.
"What you guys baited on our breakup?!" I yelled hiting him. "That's fucked up!"
"Ouch! At least I voted for you!"
He definitively said.
"Yeah that's because you don't know Niall so well. Anyways it over now and I would like to stop taking about him and continue waiting for our always late teacher." I said a bit upset.
"Okay it's your call."
"Sorry I'm late. My car just broke down halfway here." Mr Kennedy rushed out opening the door with his sweaty hands and let us in. As we seated Mr Kennedy continued "Okay class we are going to go a bit off topic today, I want to know how each of your mini break went. I know it's not something we do in this class but I would like to know how it would effect your abilities in NY class." He finished. Damn why he have to do that. I just got finished not wanted to talk to Niall, to now having to talk to him. Shit. "Okay who would like to go first? Or should I pick?... Yeah I think I'm going to pick. Okay Zayn your up first."
Fuck.
"Oh and please do stand in front of the class." He added. I feel like this guy has a death wish upon himself.
"Okay." I said getting up. "Um something big happened to me yesterday that I don't want to talk about, but have to know. "So I broke up with my boyfriend of four years, and at first I didn't I thought to myself what the hell are you doing don't do it your going to regent it so I went to my local bar and tried to drown the thoughts I had. Then this morning I guess I felt better, like for once I made a choice and going to stick with it." I finished almost in tear, when a dickhead asked.
"What made you breakup with him?"
"Um Niall always got in trouble, he's problematic you can say. He would always get arrested on the regular and I just have enough I told him to clean up his act get a job and then I brokeup with him."
"His he okay, if that was me and the love of my life said that to me I don't know what I would do." Another student said.
I just gave the teacher a nod and went back to my seat. The last comment made me not want to do anything but put my head down for the rest of the class, but I know if I did I would have be wasting my parents money. But I did zone out into my head.
I never once thought how Niall was feel afterwards I did say I would be his friend but now I don't know if I can, because if I do I know I'll end up getting back with him again. But I also know that if I don't check up on him I won't forgive myself. Don't get me wrong I still love Niall, and I always will but I don't think I good for him. So I had to for his sake.
I exit my thought for a second when I see everyone getting up.
"So class we will continue this tomorrow."Mr K said. I got up from my sit took my phone out and made my way out the class. I dialed Niall's number and waited.
"Hey it's Niall here I not here right now as you can see! Teehee but leave a message byee!" Fuck.
"Um Niall it's Zayn I want to know I'd you okay. Please call me back. Bye."
"Don't take it personal he'll be fine. Just focus on your schooling he'll understand. Yeah."
"Yeah. Thanks." I said smiling at my shoes with a hit of blush on my cheeks. When I left school I walked to my car I was thinking of getting brunch because I forgot to eat breakfast, so why not. My phone suddenly rang in my pocket and I needed hesitated to pick it up because I knew it was Niall. Pulling out my phone I answered. "Hello Niall are you okay?!"
"Honey this is your mom not Niall." My mother said.
"Sorry. Um what happened mom?"
"It's you father."
"Mom, what-what happened to him." I said a bit scared of what she was about to say.
And when she did my hear fell out my chest.
"Your dad is dead, love. And it's all my fault."
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Take My Advice A Short Ziall Story
Short Story"Niall." I said in a serious tone. "Take my advice; go home, clean yourself, and change your act I can't always bail you out of jail, I'm a college student for fuck sake!"
