tired of these friendships
she hoped for nothing
over these past few years,
all she received was jealousy and toxicity
she was never heard
so she didn't dare
to speak
she was an outsider
kept her with them to be nice
she was never someone's partner in crime
so that they could also share the secret
if she ever asked them
all she got was "it's nothing" and some giggles
was she ever their friend?
why did they ever cared?
and they call her boring and dead?
she's afraid to tell them her achievements
they never encouraged
weather it was a silent treatment
or jealousy shown in their face
she didn't express her excitement
she was afraid
afraid that they might dislike her
because she is perfect
not in the way people might claim
but the way it is, in anyway
