Divine Violence

It's me again

Dear reader, 

 You don't understand it all, do you? Maybe you weren't brought to this earth to know it all. Some things are better left unsaid. When you die with hate and disgrace haunting your heart, when the ones that you love turned you over, when men abuse you because you're so naive. You get a second chance, not to do it right, but to seek revenge, to rewrite it all. At one point in my life, I wished to enter the gates of paradise. I promised myself that I would be good, but they did not let me. Why did I choose her? I didn't, she chose me. She was born in the same place I died, we were bound to be together forever. Do you desire to know my biggest mistake? The one that took my life away? Loving a man that promised to love me back despite all our differences, protecting him. This man was the cause of my downfall. I leave you with this: always look twice when hate cross your mind, always double check to see if your doors are closed, do not trust your heart on anyone, and most of all. Don't look over your shoulder now, I might be waiting to drag you to hell, but only if you let me in.