mistakes // j.g.

Chapter 8

Bella's POV

"BELLA I CANT DO THIS ITS BURNING" Sam yelled as the pan with the eggs in it started to burn.

"Ugh Sam, just sit this one out ok" I laughed running my hand through my hair and turning off the stove.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to frustrate you princess" Sam said wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his chin on my shoulder.

"It's ok" I smiled looking at him over my shoulder. "So how'd you sleep last night?" I turned my head back to the stove, finishing the bacon.

"I slept well you don't really kick a lot so I was grateful for that" he laughed lightly letting go of me as I set the bacon down on a plate and started to finish the eggs. "What about you?" He asked with a mouthful of bacon.

"Ok. You snore loudly but I'm used to it, my dad snores a lot" I laughed lightly, finishing the eggs and cleaning up the kitchen. I turned around to find sam less than an inch away from me.

"You're so beautiful, how did you get stuck with an asshole like Jack" Sam asked, his thumb pad grazing my jawline as his eyes searched my face before coming back up to my eyes.

"Sam I-"

"I know" he looked down and removed his hand "I'm never someone's first choice I totally understand" Sam leaned in and kissed my cheek before walking out the door.

"Shit"

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Jacks POV

"Thanks Monica I really needed that, took a lot of stress off my back" I winked walking down her stairs and back to my car where I sat for a few minutes replaying this mornings events.

Monica is my go to. Yeah she's in her 20's and she may not be the prettiest girl in the world but she is fantastic in bed, but not as good as Bella. God dammit, Monica always helps what the fuck is wrong with me.

I slammed my fist against the steering wheel and sped off to Bella's place getting there in only a few minutes. As I pulled up to her driveway I saw Sam there. He slammed his fist against the top of his car before driving away. I shrugged him off and walked into her house. Everyone was awake and getting ready to leave by now and Nina and Mackenzie were I guess giving Johnson and Nate a ride back home because I sure as hell wasn't and Sam wasn't here.

"Where were you bro?" Johnson asked walking over to me.

"That's not important where's Bella?"

"She's upstairs taking a shower"

I jogged upstairs to Bella's room and stripped myself of my clothing before locking her bedroom door and going into her rooms own bathroom.

I took a deep breath and stepped into her shower, quickly covering her mouth before she could scream. After a few seconds I let her go.

"JACK WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" She whisper yelled.

"I- I um I" I couldn't speak right at the sight of her body, she made my knees weak and my body hurt and I had a hunger inside of me that could only be filled by her she was a craving to me. "Bella I want you, I need you"

Bella looked at me warily, squinting in disapproval. Time stood still as we stood eyeing each other, the water hitting us felt like bullets.

"Why are you so scary?" I whispered "I'm terrified of what you can do to me. You're an endless craving to me Bella" my fingers rubbing up and down her forearms, and although the water was boiling, her arms were laced with goosebumps. "I don't want to have sex with you, I want to make love to you. I don't want leave you in the middle of the night I want to hold you in my arms until the morning when I can say goodbye. I want to be as close to you as I can all the time. What are you doing to me?"

I took the loofah out of her hands and turned her around, moving her hair out of the way and gently scrubbing her back, placing a gentle kiss on her shoulder. "You consume every inch of my thoughts" I said softly in her ear while I continued to wash her, my arms finding their way to her front making sure every part of her body was touched with the soap. I turned off the water getting out and wrapping a towel around my waist before getting another one for her. I pulled the curtain open and quickly engulfed her small frame in the fluffy white towel.

I lifted her out of the shower, and set her down in front of me, my hand finding its way to her cheek, tracing her cheekbone with my thumb. "Can I kiss you?" I hesitated. What the fuck is wrong with me I've never asked a girl if I coul- my thoughts were cut off when her lips grazed mine and she slowly but passionately kissed me and God did it feel amazing. Yeah I've kissed other girls and I've kissed her before too but something about this kiss. This kiss made me want her but also reminded me how much respect I had for her.

"Come here baby girl I'm gonna make you feel like a fucking princess"

Bella's POV

"Come here baby girl I'm gonna make you feel like a fucking princess"

Jack was never like this and I don't know what happened to him, but whatever it was I wanted it to happen more. His spontaneous actions and his soft and gentle touches made my knees weak. His outbursts of feelings and careful wording made my heart leap around my chest and my toes turn to icicles.

Jack carried me to the bed and laid me down carefully, looking at me, his eyes pleading for permission and when I nodded his hands moved as quick as lightning to undo the towel and continued at that pace when he pulled my legs closer to the edge of the bed. He got on his knees his face leveled to to my heat.

Jack licked once up my lips before he blew a cool stream of air where his tongue previously rested, sending shivers up my spine. A soft moan escaped my slightly parted lips and Jack took that as a sign to continue his job. He took his left thumb and applied pressure to my clit, then taking his right index and middle finger he entered me. "Jack" I sharply breathed in, letting out a moan as he picked up and slowed down is pace. He replaced his left thumb with his left index and thumb and placed my clit in between the two fingers rolling them together. I gasped, clutching the sheets in my fists and moaning loudly.

"Jack oh my god f-faster"

Jack obeyed picking up the speed of his pumping fingers, adding his ring finger as well. I let out a scream of pleasure and Jack hushed me. "Shhh baby we don't want our guests to hear us"

I nodded biting my lip and gripping anything I could. Quickly Jack replaced his left hand with his tongue increasing the speed and pressure of everything.

"J-Jack I'm gonna" I released all over the towel and his hand.

"I'm so sorry" I blushed sitting up leaning forward towards Jack.

"Hey hey" Jack interrupted, taking the hand covered in cum and sucking his thumb clean "don't sweat it" he winked. I blushed harder if that was possible and allowed my eyes to follow Jack as he came towards me, getting into bed and pulling me over with him.

"Let's take a nap"

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Halfway through this I started sweating and I gave up trying to proof read because it was 2 AM and that was not happening lol