How it Ends

Thinking

Y/n Pov:

"Hi, I am Neytiri."

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It's been a month or so since I met neytiri, and me and her are so close. She sneaks out to her clan all the time to come talk to me.

She tells me of her family, friends, or just something funny that happened. Sometimes, we just sit in silence or explore the forest

To say me and her are close would me an understatement.

We do almost everything together. She is with me almost every day.

Sometimes, I wonder if she even  had a life before meeting me because now she is just always here.

She also tries to convince me to come to her clan. It can be a little annoying, but I can't hold it against her.

Like right now, we are just on my bed, and she wants to take to me there.

"It could me so fun," she says

"Yeah, your idea of fun must be much different than mine. I don't think being surrounded by annoying people seems fun."

"Oh, come on, you do not even know them. They are not annoying."

I give her a look, raising my non-existent eyebrows.

"Ok, maybe they are a little, but that does not matter. We would be together all the time if you came"

"We already are together all the time. Besides, how would your parents, the clan LEADERS, react to me coming."

I made sure to emphasize leaders in that.

"They do not even know you come out with me every day."

She only responded with a huff.

"Neytiri, you have to think about that. I do not want you getting in trouble. "

"But I just want you to have a clan. To be happy with people who accept you"

"But what if they don't? What if they decide they don't like me?"

"Nobody would ever think that. It might take a little getting used to, but they would love you. "

I didn't know what to say. I had never had to deal with rejection before, and i don't want to deal with it now. It sounds like it sucks. I guess there was a pro to living alone.

She continues," You would be so happy there."

"I am happy anyway."

Feeling tired of this conversation, I try to change it as soon as possible, 

"You know what would make me really happy... riding ikran"

We both smirked at each other before making different clicks, calling for our animals.

I jumped on Khane while she jumped on Seze, the green ikran. We both fly off into the air, just relishing in the time we can spend together.

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I'm so glad I met neytiri.

After she saved my ass she ran up to me, looking all over me for injuries. She was asking me different questions, but I was too shocked to answer. I had never seen another navi up this close.

Of course, I had seen other navi. It was a hobby of mine to spie on the groups of hunters. I learned dozens of different tips and tricks just from watching them.

I'm glad I met her, though. I never realized how lonely my life was without her. She brought spark and interest into my life.

Although I never realized it, my life was extremely boring before I met her. I had the same routine I repeated day after day. Now, I never know what to expect.

Once we started talking, we clicked. It's like Eywa designed us to be friends. We were destined to meet, and I was sure of it. No longer was I wondering why I was chased by a thanator. That question was answered almost immediately.

I'm so grateful for the gift or Neytiri that Eywa has given me.

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I lie awake, staring at the shifting branches above me.

I have tried to push the thought out of my brain, but no matter how hard I try, it stays.

'What if I did go to Neytiris clan?'

I don't know how to act around navi, but somewhere deep within me, I really want to find out.

I don't think I want to spend all my life alone. I want to make friends, maybe even find a mate and have children.

But at the same time, what if they cast me aside? What if they throw me out? What if neytiri gets kicked out, too?!

I don't want to risk her life just for the sake of my own.

My thoughts were going back and forth all night. I didn't understand why. Neytiri had asked to take me to her clan many times, so why was it just now affecting me?

I didn't know how long I was sitting there for, but eventually, my eyes became droopy, and my thoughts turned to nothing as I fell asleep.

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I didn't think I would be getting another chapter out this week because I had finals, but I did. Hope you enjoyed it. Comment and vote!

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