The artist and his muse (Namkook)

Chapter 6: Closer (M)

What on earth just happened right now?
Am I still dreaming?
Is it him?
It cannot be him!

All the thoughts being cooked in the artist's head got served hot with a side of spicy slap from a bunny like muscle man. Although the man seemed to be in anger, the trembling lips and shaking hands were implying otherwise. He looks more in pain than in anger.

Namjoon placed his left hand on his cheek to rub the slapped area hoping it would take away some of the pain while still staring at Jungkook like a child who just had a supernatural encounter.

"You! Kim Namjoon! What do you think you are doing?"
"Jungkook, I -"
"Why did you kiss me that day? And even if you did, I kissed you back, then why did you suddenly cut me off?" The weeping sounds coming from the younger was heartbreaking for Namjoon.

"I did a mistake, Jungkook. I didn't want to repeat that."
"If kissing me was a mistake, then why did you do it in the first place?" Namjoon was really baffled in the conversation. He cannot figure out whether Jungkook is accusing him for kissing him or for breaking all contact with him after that day.

"Jungkook, please listen to me. It was a heat of the moment incident and I am truly ashamed of myself." The weeps started sounding louder now.
"I was just a 'heat of the moment' to you, wasn't I?" He asked air quoting the phrase with glossy eyes and red nose.
"You weren't, trust me! But what I did, it's unjustified and I couldn't face you after that."
"Don't you think you owe me an apology for that?" Jungkook's broken voice was killing the other person in the room.

"I'm really sorry, Jungkook, for everything! For kissing you without your permission."
"You should be sorry for cutting me off your life, you jerk!"
One moment Namjoon stood with a blank expression while in the next, he was pulled by the collars and a pair of soft lips pressed against his rough ones.

Losing the balance, he held onto the shorter person in a result of which they got in a closer position. It took a few seconds for Namjoon to realise that they were kissing again and this time it was Jungkook who initiated it. Getting carried away at the moment, he slid his hands down to hold the younger's hips.

Jungkook bit on Namjoon's lip and forcefully inserted his tongue into the elder's mouth. The later wasn't in his right mindset, he just let his body take control and picked up Jungkook by the hips without breaking the kiss where he let Jungkook take the lead. They both were drunk in an invisible potion of desire.

Namjoon reached towards the bedroom and kick-opened the door. He threw the younger on the bed hovering over his body. Their gaze at each other suggested both to take a dip into the ocean of lust without giving a second thought and connected their lips again.

The t-shirt that Jungkook was wearing, was pulled off along with the pair of denim jeans. Jungkook unbuttoned Namjoon's shirt revealing his muscular physique. In next few minutes, Jungkook's neck and upper chest was covered with red hickeys that were the art of the renowned artist. The loud moans emitting from his lips resulted in more reddish marks on his areolae. He kept pulling the elder's hair making it look like he was trying to stop him from going further, but actually it was just a sign of extra stimulation.

After completing the painting on the upper canvas, Namjoon moved onto the lower one where he didn't miss a single portion to leave a sign of his love making. Taking a final look, the painter brushed his fingers on the painting, it was a tickling sensation to the person whose body has been used as a canvas, but he felt more triggered by that.

"Kiss me more, Namjoon hyung." 

What else could be a better invitation! The requested person put his deep emotions into kissing all the pain and worries away from the requestor's life. From forehead to chin, left cheek to right one, neck to lower belly, from toes to upper thigh, he studded his most favourite canvas with the best colours he could apply.

The final stop was not something he wanted to devour without proper consent. He looked up at the moaning boy under him.

"Go on, please!"

Taking off the boxers, Namjoon helped the boy to release from his erect shaft and then left some kisses to soothe him down. He unbuttoned his own pants and boxers, but it alarmed in his head that he didn't have any item for preparation or protection.

"Jungkook, I don't have anything to prepare you or-"
"I don't care, just make me yours."

The creaking sound of the bed mixed with the loud calling of the elder's name was covering the room with an aura of eternal lustfulness. When Namjoon kept entering deep inside of the younger, Jungkook's nails were dug into the elder's shoulders causing a little bleeding in the process, but Namjoon didn't care, he only cared about the boy who submitted himself to him.

After five long continuous rounds, Namjoon dropped himself on the bed pulling an almost passed out Jungkook closer. They didn't keep a track of time that day, just stepped into a dreamland under the blanket.

Five missed calls from So-yoon, seven unread messages from Namjoon's sister- all went unanswered as the artist was holding his artwork closer to him than he had done before.

Not a tease, no joke, I do mean it
Don't cease, baby don't, why you floatin'?
Wanna lock you up in my sight
But you run away like fish, yeah
I keep you right next to me (to me)
Only just in my dream (in my dream)
I see you in red, blue, green (oh, no)
Don't wake me up from sleep
I think I'm losin' my grip (my grip)
Everything off the beam
Why you showed up in my life
Like this so sudden, oh God, no

- Kim Namjoon

In the back of his head, Namjoon knows he cannot make someone like Jungkook fall in love with him, but he cannot help his own heart from falling deep for the younger. He just wants to lock him in his heart forever, but he is certain that time will take that away from him. He is not ready to let the colours fade away from his life that Jungkook brought back even when they were not even close.

I know you will leave me after I tell you my past, but now that you are in my arms, I cannot imagine a moment in this world without you, Jungkook!