I'm Not A Fan // Nessa Barrett

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I watched the small girl drop to her knees with the mic in hand in disbelief as she sang the last song on the list

Ain't it kinda funny how

Nobody can cut me down like I can

I drag myself through hell and

What's it gonna be today?

Am I gonna 'cause me pain?

I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

Her voice was sharp and angelic as she sang hearing every emotion in the words that left her lips

'Cause I'm scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed

She sang as she slowly came to her feet with her eyes closed gently. Her hand was placed on her own cheek while her other held the mic to her lips

Scared that they might just be all in my head

Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead

Sometimes I even scare myself

Ain't it kinda funny how

Nobody can cut me down like I can

I drag myself through Hell and

What's it gonna be today?

Am I gonna 'cause me pain?

I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

She did a little spin making her hair flow with her as she finished. I was in awe watching her

"What do you think?" The small girl asked looking down at me as I sat on the floor with my camera in hands starring up at her

"Did you like it" she asked

"I loved it! I think that was my favorite...I really liked the part-" I started but was quickly interrupted

"The part where she was on her knees?"  Sage said with a bu dum tiss on his drums "Yeah I'm pretty sure I saw you drool a little bit"

I froze looking up at the guy "I was gonna say I liked that part because of the emotion in your voice. It was beautiful..."

"Please ignore him" the small girl spoke glancing over at him "So if I were to hand you the list right now, would you circle the songs I should preform?"

I looked down at the paper the girl was handing me "this is your show Nessa, you gotta pick the songs you should preform"

"But I trust your opinion over mine" she gave me a small pout waiting for me to take the paper.

"You sure?" I asked taking the paper from her hand making her smile

"100%"

I pulled a pen out from my camera bag circling 

SCARE MYSELF
AMERICAN JESUS
TIRED OF CALIFORNIA
HEARTBREAK IN THE HAMPTONS
MADHOUSE
CLUB HEAVEN
LIE
LOVEBOMB
MOTEL WHORE
SINCERELY
LUCKY STAR
CRAZY
DIE FIRST
PLANE 2 PARIS
DYING ON THE INSIDE
GASLIGHT
ONE THAT SHOULD'VE GOT AWAY
I HOPE UR MISERABLE UNTIL YOUR DEAD
BANG BANG!