I'm Not A Fan // Nessa Barrett

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I immediately stood up from the table as I lost eyesight of the girl "I'm going to go check on her" I said looking over at Bree and Sage

I left the table quickly making my way to the bathroom where I believed the girl went

I stood outside the bathroom door seeing right above the handle written in red occupied

I knocked on the bathroom door softly to hear sniffles come from behind it

"Nessa" I spoke "it's just me"

I heard movement come from behind the door as I heard it unlock

The girl opened it enough for me to see one puffy eye "can I come in?" I asked unsure whether or not I was over stepping

She opened the door more stepping behind it to let me in

As I stepped in she closed the door and relocked it

"You ok?" I asked seeing her once vibrant eyes now red and puffy. She shook her head no as she wiped her eyes with her sleeve

"Come here" I said opening my arms for her. She didn't hesitate, she walked over to me wrapping her arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around her shoulders. I rested my head on top of hers waiting for her to talk

"I'm sorry" she apologized through sniffles "I just feel like ever- everything is a little weird right now"

"You don't have to apologize Nessa" I spoke not knowing what to say to help

"Im sorry I lied about Bree asking if you could be our photographer" she sniffed "I just didn't want to look stu-stupid" she stuttered

"I don't think you would have looked stupid Ness" I spoke the nickname slipping off my tongue causing the girl to look up at me. Her blood shot puffy red eyes met mine. My heart sank to my stomach at the sight of her "I would do absolutely anything for you if you asked" I spoke above a whisper

Nessa's eyes softened as her lips parted. She looked at me in almost as much shock as myself at what I just said. Her eyes dropped to my lips causing my breath to hitch in my throat

Her eyes met mine one last time before her lips crashed into mine. I felt as if my stomach just got hit head on by a semi truck filled with butterflies

My hands found her waist and pulled her body into mine. She pulled away for a split second her eyes searching mine for any doubt

but there wasn't

Not a single doubt

I spun us around pushing Nessa's body up against the wall hearing a small gasp leave her lips. I hovered over her as her teeth sunk into her lip

"I'm sorry" She whispered

My eyes found her beautiful green ones that were now filled with lust

"You have nothing to apologize for" I spoke my voice husk as I hovered over her. I admired the small girl bellow me more then anything in the world right now

Her hand reached up and grabbed  the collar of my shirt and pulled me back in reconnecting our lips. Her hands tangled themselves into my hair as her body arched into mine

Her lips were soft and delicate. They moved so desperately and slowly against mine. The lipgloss that I was so hung over earlier tasted like strawberries

Knock Knock

We both slightly jumped causing our lips to disconnect at the sudden sound

"Fuck" she whispered as her head rested on the wall, her hands left my hair as mine remained on her waist. I traced her face as she took in deep breaths and bit her bottom lip slowly closing her eyes

"Nessa?" The familiar voice outside the door spoke "are you in there?"

Nessa's eyes grew wide "Sage" she whispered. She pushed me away from her and hurried to the mirror to fix herself. She wiped her mascara that dripped down her face from her tears

She turned to me and mouthed the words stay with her index finger over her plump lips

I nodded my head and stepped away from the door guessing she didn't want Sage to know I was in here

I watched as she opened the door enough for her to be seen by Sage

"You ok?" He asked

"I think so" she spoke "I just got overwhelmed with...everything"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't had said anything" he apologized "I didn't know Y/N didn't know you asked, I just cannot stand Oliver trying to impress his friends with you"

Nessa nodded "It's ok" her hand that was covered by her sleeve reached up and wiped her cheek "I'm just now seeing what he does" she said with a half frown

"I can run and grab your makeup from my van if you need it" he offered. I couldn't see his face but you could hear how apologetic he felt

Nessa's lips pursed into a pout "I appreciate you but I'm ok, this isn't the first time anyone is gonna see me cry"

The small girl stepped out of the bathroom making sure to close the door behind her

I walked over to the door and locked it slowly so they wouldn't hear. I made my way over to the mirror placing both my hand on the sink to support me

I couldn't help but smile to myself thinking about what just happened. I looked at myself in the mirror seeing the small girl strawberry lipgloss smeared all over my lips. I whipped it off with the sleeve of my flannel

I pushed myself off the sink with a selfish smile on my face. I brought my hands to my hair fixing the mess the small girl made

I couldn't get the feeling of her lips off of mine

They were so soft and sweet

I waited in the bathroom to give the two time to get back to the table before I made my way out

I took a deep breath and exited the bathroom and found my way back to the table where everyone sat.

My eyes connected with Nessa's as hers did mine. I took the seat next to her that was no longer next to Sage "I was looking for you"

"Guess you weren't looking hard enough" she spoke in a sarcastic tone

I could feel Oliver's eyes on me but I didn't pay the kid any mind. He's s just a little boy with a obvious crush that isn't going anywhere

"Plan cheese burger and fries?" The waiter from earlier spoke interrupting my thoughts

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