I'm Not A Fan // Nessa Barrett

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"Y/N!" I heard a voice yell my name sounding desperate to find me. I look over to find the voice that yelled for me but before I knew it they raced in front of me "dude I'm so sorry, I don't know what happened. I don't know how so many people got here. I'm so sorry" Anna spit out all at once with a bottle of beer in her hand

"Breath dude" I spoke

"No that's not the worse part"

I looked to the small girl that stood next  to me making sure I didn't lose her yet

"Josh,Bryce and there friends are here...they are sitting with Riley by the kitchen" Anna said whispering just low enough that I could hear her

"Fuck" i spoke bringing my hand to my hair

"What's wrong?" Nessa asked looking up at us concerned

"Someone broke Riley's favorite vase" I lied looking down at the girl next to me

"Poor Riley.." I watched her green eyes search the room. Her left hand rubbed her right arm "is it ok if I skip out on this actually ? I just remembered I still have a few more things to get done for tour"

I nodded my head instantly "yeah of course, I'll take you to your room"

I started walking through the crowd of people looking back at the small girl making sure not to lose her

"Y/N"

Fuck

My shoulder was grabbed causing me to stop in my tracks "Bryce...hey" I spoke looking back for Nessa

"Where have you been? I've been waiting for you man" he wrapped his arm around my shoulder pulling me into his chest with a red solo cup in his hand "GUYS! I found them!"

I was dragged to an all familiar group of boys. I looked back tracing the crowd for the small girl but she was gone

"Beer pong?" Noah asked tossing me a ping pong ball

Maybe she needs to be alone

"Absolutely" I said with a small laugh. I took Noahs team while Bryce stood on the opposite side of the table

"I got you Bryce"

I looked over meeting eyes with a drunk Josh Richards

He tossed the first ball making it into a cup while shooting me a smirk. I chewed my bottom lip unable to determine what I was feeling right now.

I don't drink much, it's not really something I find joy in

"You don't have to actually drink it if you don't want to Y/N" Noah whispered to me "there's no pressure"

"Common, is someone gonna pussy out" Josh laughed throwing a second ping pong ball into a cup

I reached into the cups he made grabbing the balls out. I picked up both cups and quickly drank them one after the other. I shook my head with disgust after taking it all down

"Now why would I do that?" I spoke before tossing a ball into a cup

"I don't know, last few party's you've been to you kinda just stood around like a weirdo" he replied

"Huh" I chuckled "funny you say that since majority of your instagram post are pictures that I've taken of you" I tossed another ball into a cup "but I don't know, maybe I'm just delusional" I shrugged eyeing the kid infront of me

I watched him roll his eyes before chugging both cups taking a deep breath after.

I don't know what it is about him that just radiated hatred in this moment