Losing Grip

Mile High

2023 Spain and Canada

Verstappen's POV:

When I got back to the hotel in the evening, I fell on the bed. It was a tiring day. The helicopter ride was amazing. Charles liked my gift and the blowjob was incredible. I would have liked to have brought Charles back to my room, but I didn't want anyone to notice. I took out my phone to text Lando that his plan had worked. Then I saw that Charles called me, so I called him back first. The phone only rang a few times before he picked it up.

"Hi" -I said while smiling

"Hey Max... I just- Maybe it's wrong- or- Nevermind... I shouldn't have called you" -he said and I heared him that something was wrong

"Charles, what is wrong?" -I asked and stood up from bed

"Nothing, really. It's nothing" -he said

"Charles if you shut the fucking phone at me I swear I will hit you next time I see you!" -I said

"My room is 289" -he said and shut the fucking phone at me

I sighed and put on some shoes and went over to him. I stopped in front of the door and knocked. He opened the door. He was in a black Ferrari sweather and I saw that his eyes were red from crying.

"Come in..." -he said in a broken voice and stepped aside to let me in

I went in and he closed the door and we sat on the bed.

"You won't hit me, right?" -he said and laughed a bit

"I was just joking." -I said and he wiped away his tears- "Look, I know we are not really friends and-" -I started but he kissed me

I didn't even have time to react, he pushed me back on the bed. I was lying on my back and he was kneeling over me. He pushed his tongue into my mouth to deepen the kiss and I grabbed his waist. But as one of his hands reached my pants, I realized that it couldn't go on like this. I know he feels bad and I don't want his first time to happen like this. I pressed his chest a little to make him in a distance.

"You don't want me?" -he asked worriedly

"I want you, I promise, but not like that." -I said and he got off me

He got up and I could see the complete panic on him.

"Charles! Seriously! Nothing wrong! I just know something bothers you and I don't want your first time to be like this. Okay?" -I said and he sat down next to me again

"I'm really sorry. I don't know what am I doing" -he whispered

"Why did you call me?" -I asked and he looked me in the eyes

"I-" -he started but stayed silent

I grabbed his hand.

"I had a panic attack. I usually have these... and I thought maybe I would call down if you were here. But I know it was a stupid idea cause we are not friends..." -he said

"I would like to be your friend. And maybe even more someday..." -I said and he hugged me

"I would like that too" -he said and I could feel him smiling on my shoulder

We stayed like that for a couple of minutes.

"So... Would you mind staying here for the night?" -he asked shyly

"I wouldn't" -I said and smiled

Charles went to bed and I went to take a shower. After I came out, I saw that he left a white T-shirt and gray pants on the bed. Charles was already asleep. I took on the clothes and went to bed. I was lying on my back when I almost fell asleep, then I felt Charles' head on my chest and he hugged me with one arm. Tears flowed from his eyes. I started stroking his back with my right hand, then he calmed down and I fell asleep too.