ONA

Tryouts

Today was the big day, I had to prove myself to the people from the Grand Hotel Union. How the fack am I supposed to get noticed with all those others, I don't even know how many applied it could be 100 or 10 I don't know. I only know that I have to stay myself and not someone else because if I get chosen I have to be that person while working there but I can't manage to keep that up ugh I'm stressing myself to much.

I was getting ready for today, I had to go to Amsterdam because there were the tryouts. I was doing my hair in a sleek bun and I even ironed my work outfit, I never do that but today I had to look perfect because even the littlest mistakes or flaws get noticed. When I looked at the time I realized that I had to leave soon shit I didn't even ate breakfast, oh well I'll get some on my way.

When I finally arrived at the location in Amsterdam I saw that I was one of the first to arrive, that's great I'm already  at 1-0. I walked in the building and I was greet by a cute old lady who asked my name and at what hotel I work as I told the lady al my information I saw two girls walk in and I don't know what it was but I immediately had a bad feeling.

Later on when everyone arrived I was kind of surprised there weren't a lot of people actually so maybe I had a chance after all i think there were around 35 people.

The first round was easy we had to check in a family of 4 and everything went well. Round 2 was almost the same but this time the guests were complaining about something. I did it well, that's what they told me but I think they tell that to everyone. I decided to look around a bit and I saw that one of the two girls from earlier today and well when I tell you she was fake she was fake. But she did amazing she had the jury wrapped around her finger. She did something wrong I saw it and they didn't say anything about that. WHAT THE FACK I thought to myself. Am I going to say something about it? No what if they take some of my points? Okay no I'm not gonna say something.

I went back to my stand because it was time for the next round and in this round we had to check each other shit I hope I don't get paired up with one of them. "Lara Jansen" I looked around when they said my name because now they were gonna tell me who I'm with " you are paired up with Sophie de Jonge" and when I saw who looked up I wanted to jump if this facking building. It.was.her. SHIT.

From here it only went downhill, for the rest of the day she was the one who would check if I did everything right and I checked it for her, I of course wanted to give her a 1 for everything but I didn't because I'm not a bad person. But she had different plans. I could see from the corner of my eyes she wrote that I did it wrong or gave me a 1 out of a 10 ranking.

After the last round we had to hand in our forms and they were gonna call us when they decided who was gonna go to the Grand Hotel Union. They didn't say how many would make it but I was sure not a lot of people would make it. They told us to go home and in the next five days we would get a call and if we didn't got a call we didn't make it, it was that simple.

When I got home I immediately called my best friend Demi I needed to tell her everything from today. "Hey girllll how was it" she asked me when she picked up the phone. " well it could be better you know but I hear it in 5 days" I said to her " wtf why does it take so long?" She said "I don't know" I said. We called the whole evening about all kind of stuff and we made plans to go out tomorrow because we needed to celebrate that I might get my dream job.

After the call I prepared myself for bed, I was so exhausted after today so I knew I would get a good night of sleep.

No I didn't I saw every hour on the clock I hated that, it was now 4:20 and I was soooooo tired. But after that I don't remember much after that because I most likely had fallen asleep.