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Goodbye

"NO YOU CANT DO THAT TO ME" I yelled at my parents. When I came home to them sitting on the dining table  6 days ago I knew I was fucked and I indeed was, we were fighting the whole week about it. They said that I couldn't go to Slovenia to work there pfff I'm not gonna listen to them. "WHY ARE YOU SUCH A UNBEARABLE CHILD" my father yelled at me and honestly that one gutted a bit. "BECAUSE I WANNA DO WHAT I LOVE OKAY, THAT YOU GUYS HAD TO LIVE THE LIFE YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO" I yelled. " HOW DARE YOU TO INSULT OUR FAMILIES LIKE THAT" my mom yelled back. "IM LEAVING I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO DEMI BRFORE I LEAVE" I said and I walked to the door. "IF YOU SET ONE STEP OUT OF THIS HOUSE RIGHT NOW YOU WONT BE WELCOME HERE ANYMORE." My father yelled. I just stood there in the door opening looking my parents in the eyes. "Fine I'm going" and I walked out of the house.

When I was in my car i just sat there for 5 minutes to calm myself again. Did they really just kicked me out.... And I was the unreasonable person off. I gave up so many things to be at their perfect little dinners but okay. I have to make this a fun day, today was the last day I'll see Demi for a long time.... I wanted to have so much fun and forget about my parents. We had decided that going out isn't a good idea because I have to catch an early flight. But we were just gonna stay at her house and watch our favorite movies, do karaoke, gossip and cook together.

When I arrived at Demi's house it was cutely decorated. And in the living room was a banner with I'll miss you. "Omg Deems I love this" I said to her and I hugged her. Demi was the only reason why I even was in the Netherlands. " I'll miss you so much" and I began to cry. "No leave the tears for later first we're gonna have fun." She said and grabbed both my hands. Our favorite songs we're playing loudly through the speakers we were dancing and twirling around her house, the neighbors are gonna hate us.

I didn't want to tell Demi about the situation at home and stuff but I kinda had to Demi was my personal therapist and I was hers. "Deem" I said out of the blue while the movie was playing. "Can we talk?" I said. "Of course what's the matter?" She said and she paused the movie. "I had a terrible fight with my parents this morning." I began. "Tell me everything" she said.

"THEY WHAT" Demi yelled. "They kicked me out yeah you heard it right. "I swear to god I'll-" no Demi don't" I knew what the end of the sentence will be. "But that's so wrong" Demi said. "Well I was just about to go away for 6 months" I laughed. "That's true" Demi said. "I wonder if they'd put all my shit outside" I said to Demi. "Well it would spare you a lot of time in the morning" Demi said. "That's true" "will you come with me to get my stuff ready?" I asked Demi, I was scared to face my parents. "Of course I will laar" Demi said. "Okay but let's forget about all that crap and let's watch tv again." Demi said.

We had the most amazing day ever, Demi even made me forget about my parents. It was currently 4:00 in the night . And now it was time to get to my house again. I wasn't exited for that part but atleast I knew it would be the last time for 6 months.  

"Are you ready to go?" Demi held my out of my thoughts. "Yeah I am" I said. We both put on our shoes and we got our purses. We walked out of her house to her car, I was stalking really slow, I just didn't want to go home.  I wasn't gonna sleep there I only was gonna take my stuff from inside but still. There probably awake when we arrive and they will just start yelling again.

We drove a different route to my house, this was the longest. "I'm only gonna take my stuff and leave" I said to her. I only had to take 2 suitcases with me, the rest is gonna be shipped to me later today. When we pulled up at my driveway I couldn't believe my eyes "oh shit you were right" I said to Demi. All my stuff was on the driveway next to the garage. "Well atleast I don't have to carry all those boxes outside anymore" I shrugged it of but deep down I wanted to see my parents because leaving with a fight is never a good thing to do, what if something happened to me or to them. Usually I never leave the house after a fight but this week I've done it a lot but then I was going to Demi and not Slovenia.

"Okay here we go" I said. We got out of the car and I got my 2 suitcases. We now had to wait for the moving truck who will get all my boxes and will ship them. We waited in her car because I didn't wanted to wait on the porch because I was scared my parents would walk out that door and yell at me.

It took the truck 30 minutes to arrive and we kinda had to hurry, technically I already could leave but I wanted to see ALL my stuff get in the truck. I didn't want to leave without seeing that. I may be scared that my parents would sabotage it. Before Demi and me got back in her car I checked the boxes because my parents could've got my stuff.

I saw the truck coming and I stepped out of the car and while I stepped outside the car but at the same time I saw my parents coming out of the house.

They looked at me and I looked at them the 3 of us didn't speak, I waited for them to speak and I think they waited for me to speak. After a whole minute of staring and silence I cleared my throat and I walked up to the truck driver to greet him.

"So that was the last box" Demi said while handing me the last box. "It's getting a bit to real now" I said to her. My parents were still at the door so I walked up to them.

"Okay I'm not gonna say sorry because I'm not but I want to leave with you guys not hating me" I said to them. "We also not gonna say sorry" "but we respect that you don't want to leave without a fight" "but you're still not welcome here after you come back, you really disrespect us and our families" my father said. "Okay" was the only thing I said after that. Demi honked at me "Well I have to go now" I said. "Have a safe flight" my mother said. I thanked her and I said bye to both of them and I walked over to Demi's car. When I sat I looked at them for the last time but I swear I saw my mother with a tear.

Saying goodbye to Demi was hard, she's Ben my safe space and now I'm tearing that apart. We both cried but we had to say goodbye quickly because otherwise I would be late. Now I was waiting at my gate alone.... I saw families, happy couples and kids and I felt a bit lonely, did I make the right choice? No I don't have time to doubt I thought to myself.

When I got on the plane I already wanted to go back, I was sitting next to a family with a baby, AND THAT BABY WAS CRYING. this was gonna be a very long flight.

                                     A/N

Hi guys, this is gonna be the last chapter of 2023 AHHH. Thank you so much for reading my books, I'm just beginning with writing and I'm not so good at it so I'm happy that you guys stick with me. 🫶🏻 I wish everyone a happy, healthy and a wonderful 2024. See you soon xx