changbin's pov
having chan's number has proved to have it's advantages. after he helped me help seungmin, i realized he wasn't the cold guy i assumed he would be. we had finally become normal friends. everything was going perfectly until i over heard him and felix.
i was walking to the coffee kiosk with my head down. ".. so i think i wanna try things with him instead, you know?" i heard a familiar voice say. i look up to see felix and chan grabbing their coffee. when they turn around, chan's eyes widen.
"changbin! uh, how long have you been standing there?" he asked, scratching the back of his neck.
"i just got here.." i reply bluntly.
"uh well it was uh.. nice seeing you! lets talk later" he stammered out as he ran away. felix gave me a pat on the back. "what did you hear?" he asked. "nothing" i say with a fake smile as i walk off.
i don't know why i felt the need to lie to felix, but hearing what chan said felt bittersweet. he said 'try with him' so he's not straight.. he's just not into me. who was this other guy? i've never heard him mention someone else-- but i guess there's a reason for that.
maybe he could already tell i was becoming intrested in him? i lock the door to my room, plopping onto my bed with a frown.
part of me knows it was stupid to think he was actually into me. he's only known me for a couple of weeks and each time we talked i was either blushing or a stuttering mess.
i hated that i acted like that around him. it's probably what made him realize he's into whoever this other person is.
later in the day, han comes over so we can study together for an upcoming quiz. part of me wants to tell him what's going on, but that will only make it more real. i hated feeling like this.
i look down at my phone to see there's a couple of texts from chan. i shove it back into my pocket. for these last couple hours i'll pretend i live in a world where i still have a chance with him.
i really needed to meet this other guy..
A/N : who do you think the other guy is? and yes this is my attempt at angst
