*SMUT WARNING*
chan had decided he talked sana's ear off enough and let her go back to her girlfriend. it was nice to catch up with an old friend and to get an unbiased opinion about him and changbin. he walked over to the rest of his friends with a big grin, but it dropped when he realized his favorite curly haired boy was missing. "where's bin?" he asked.
"oh he said he was sick so he left" han told chan.
the others exchanged glances only leaving chan more confused. "sick? i didn't realize— i feel terrible" he frowned. felix took a deep breath. chan was a smart man, but was clearly known to be oblivious from time to time.
"hyung.. there's nothing going on with you and sana, right?" he exhaled.
"huh? you know i'm into changbin." chan scoffed. "i think what felix is trying to say is.. you kinda left changbin hanging tonight.. maybe he was jealous?" hyunjin added.
chan chewed at his lip. he hated knowing he made him feel like this. his conversation with sana was as innocent as it could get. she talked about jihyo and he talked about changbin. they exchanged advice and promised to catch up again another day.
he bid his goodbyes and went off to changbin's dorm. he had ran to the nearest store to pick up some of changbin's favorite snacks. when he answered he was in his glasses, his hair was slightly messed up, and he had on a pink fuzzy robe that was tied tightly.
"chan?" changbin raised an eyebrow.
"bin, i need you to listen to me okay?" he ignored his trembling hands and shaky voice as he got ready to speak. he propped the bag of snacks onto the table before he continued. i like you, okay? just you. i'm sorry i spent so much time talking to sana.. i'm an idiot"
"h-how did you know i was..?" changbin asked.
chan grabbed changbin's hands with a small smile. "our friends helped me fill in the blanks" he said, causing changbin to giggle. "but seriously— changbin i'm all in, i only want you.."
as cliche as it may sound, that was all the shorter male needed to hear. changbin crashed his lips against chan's pulling him in for a sweet kiss. he knew he was too into his head, but he desperately needed confirmation from his crush-- and he was more than happy he got it.
changbin had limited experience. chan was actually his first kiss, but he didn't plan on telling him. he wanted chan in more ways than one and didn't want him treating him like a delicate flower.
their lips were still collided and small gasps and whines were coming out from both of them. chan pulled his lips away, attempting to discreetly press his legs together for any hope of friction. "we don't have to go that far. you know i'm just as happy being around you"
changbin moved his eyes down to the floor, ignoring his beet red cheeks. "no i.. i want to do this. please?" he looked back up at chan. he swiftly picked up changbin in his arms and led him to the bedroom. "are you sure?" he asked through the kisses he was leaving at bin's neck.
"please, please- hyung, please-" changbin moaned softly as chan left a mark at his collarbone.
it feels like chan has studied changbin's body. he's touching him so perfectly changbin feels like he could finish just from this. his thoughts get intreuppted by his robe getting pulled of gently.
"fuck.. you're so beautiful" chan mumbled.
changbin was completely naked under the robe. this obviously left nothing to the imagination. he was now completely naked while chan was still fully clothed. strangely, that only turned him on more. his cock twitch with arousal.
he admired changbin for a moment before stripping down completely. "i- will it even fit?" changbin panicked at chan's size because he'd never taken anything besides his own fingers. "i'll be gentle, okay?" chan kissed his temple. "and if you want to stop just say 'oranges', alright?"
changbin giggled and nodded his head. with his concerns out of the way he could properly enjoy his first time with a guy he really liked. "do you have any lube baby?" chan scanned the room curiously. "bottom drawer.." changbin whispered shyly.
chan applied a generous amount to his fingers. he circled one around changbin's hole and raised one of bin's legs to be on his shoulder so he could have better grip. "ready?" chan asked. "please," changbin breathes out.
it's like chan can smell his want and desperation and has decided to purposely touch him in all the right places. "i-i'm being good hyung- please touch me" he looked up at chan with fluttering lashes. the sight alone would've made chan hard if he wasn't already.
he slams their mouths together again, searing a kiss into him. chan slides his finger into him, thrusting it in and out slowly. lewd whines escape changbin's mouth. he runs a hand in chan's hair in a possessive hold that makes him moan into their kiss.
chan adds two more, thrusting faster. the room is filled with repeated "more" and "please" phrases from the male under him. when chan pushes him back down onto the bed his brain stays occupied with the thoughts in his head consisting of him wanting to be filled.
chan licks into his mouth one more time before pulling away. changbin's lips try to chase after him, but he's restrained by the firm hold chan now has on his waist. "you want me to take care of you, binnie?"
struck dumb, changbin can only nod. "good boy" chan hissed as he slowly pushes his cock into changbin's hole. they both shivered with anticipation. he knew changbin needed time to adjust, so he wasn't going to rush.
once changbin gave him the cue that it was okay, he thrusted into the younger slowly. "god, bin-ah," chan growls into his neck, "fuck, you feel so good, so tight. wanna stay here all night."
his words make changbin go dizzy as he lays there and takes everything chan's giving him. chan's slow thrust gradually speed up and it's not long before he repeatedly slams into changbin animalistically. changbin just moans louder and louder, tears of pleasure now falling down his face.
chan smirks, biting at changbin's shoulder as his hips start to stutter. he starts to groan louder when changbin clenches around his cock. "god, bin" chan's voice is deep and full of lust. "so beautiful, so perfect. could fuck you forever." he reaches for changbin's precum covered cock and starts jerking him off as his thrust become sloppier.
"gonna cum, baby" he groans and slams his hips a final time before he finishes deep inside changbin. bin shivers at the power of chan's thrusts and the sound of his deep voice. chan hovers over him, groaning out encouraging words. changbin cums with a loud cry of his lovers name.
he thinks he blacks out for a couple seconds before he's back to reality. chan slowly pulls out of him and covers his face in small and gentle kisses. "you did so good baby. i'm so proud of you" changbin smiles and ignores his shaking thighs while chan leaves to run a bath.
he picks up changbin carefully and places him into the water. chan smiles lovingly at the sight. changbin is all fucked out, but he still tries to thank chan for preparing the bath. his voice is hoarse so he just blows a kiss before sinking back into the water.
chan blew it back in return and went to go clean up their mess. changbin decides right then and there that he was glad he got jealous.
the climb into bed and fall asleep cuddling in each others arms. when changbin wakes up it's around 10 in the morning. he turns to cuddle into chan some more, but when he reaches out for his arm he's gone.
A/N : first time writing smut sooo sorry if it sucks
