My suspicions...

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I really didn't know what happened. So I had to sort out my mind first before I was about to start getting out of this room. Thankfully I was all alone for now.

Fuck!

What happened?!

His majesty for sure misunderstood me.... he for sure thinks that I am treated badly now... and that is why he put that party and the ceremony on Monday... that's like 4 days away from today. No wonder that priest looked like that.

Then there is Elincia who shouldn't get crowned with her character.

What am I supposed to do?

Should I get back and say yes I want to be the next princess?

That is not my place at all!

But...

Should I leave the kingdome to Elincia then?

Where the heck are you Fenrir!

I need someone to talk for sure!

....

Should I go to that party with my real dad and expose everything?

Do I have another choice?

I need to stop that coronation for sure!

I don't have a good feeling about everything...

As I was thinking, I could hear something but that was not the reason why I could have jumped out of my skin. It was the bird in front of me who returned back to me. Robin made a whole turn around the castle and returned. I doubted he would be back so soon if not for him to have given up or couldn't find any traces about my wolf.

Me: Any luck?

Robin: No... sorry.

Me: I see...

Robin: I can try again Master.

Me: Please do so but can you keep an eye on a girl with blond hair?

Robin: Yes but that is not my speciality.

Me: I know. I just think she has something to do with Fenrir's disappeariance.

Robin: Alright. I understand.

This was how I send Robin out on another mission while I couldn't stand to be in that room any longer. There was really nothing I could do at all in here. I hated how much I was actually not able to do anything at all. Helpless and useless that was all I could say to my situation right now. I wanted to find Fenrir but there was nothing in my mind that came up with anything that could help me with it. All I could do was summon these creatures after all BUT!

Me: DAD!

Why didn't I think about this earlier?!

I can ask the arch mage to help me!

He will do that, right?

I hope he does and besides I need to actually ask him something.

Maybe he will reject me again but...

If I ask him to stay by my side... would he?

If not I have Sivax for sure.

Oh... on that note!

Sivax could help locate Fenrir... but how was I about to hidea  huge dragon?

No... I know Fenrir can do it!

I trust in my wolf... and Rexion.

I may be nervous but there was really nothing at this moment that I could do at all and so I returned back to my room and found my father as a cat still being around. He seemed to be waiting for me and when I got into the room, I kinda picked him up as if he was a real cat and hugged him. He thankfully did let me do what I wanted.

Luguin: Are you alright?

Me: No...

Luguin: Did something happen?

Me: I can't find Fenrir...

Luguin: I will help you out here.

Me: Thanks... can I hug you a bit more?

Luguin: Sure.

Me: Thank you.

This cat was really something else. Not like he would act this docile if he would be a human. I mean the first time I have seen him and told him I was his daughter, he kinda did reject me. Not knowing what to do, I got away and after that... well I ended back at the palace. There was not really any other choice I have and Eustice was actually searching for me more.

Me: Luguin... can you be my escort on Monday?

Luguin: Escort?

Me: Yes... I thought you could be there with me.

Luguin: Do you want to tell them that I am your father?

Me: .... so you know about the coronation on Monday?

Luguin: I have seen the priest cursing. 

Me: ... I see.

Luguin: I will be there.

Me: .... You don't have to if you don't want too.

Luguin: No, I'll be there escorting you and making sure that you look better than any of the other girls.

Me: Thank you.

For some reason, I couldn't let go of Luguin at all. It felt nice having the body of a cat in my arms. Normally I would have Fenrir around and all. However right now, I just felt vulnerable and I hated it. It was not as if I didn't had any more creatures to summon but the pure fact that I couldn't fight, protect or even do anything in a dangerous situation on my own was actually scary. I felt safe with Fenrir and Sivax around. They were my helpers after all. 

Now that one was missing, I didn't know what to do at all.

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