I won't look back at how perfect our OT12 was before but I need to face the truth and fight. This includes crying.
EXO's not complete anymore. :'( Sad truth. Yes.
It all started when Wu Yi Fan filed a Lawsuit against SMent because if hus mismanagement. Don't expect for me to hashtag WeBelieveInYouKris here because I totally gave up on the idea, but I still love him to bits. He was the leader of EXO M before, but yeah he left.
Months after another heartwrecking scenarii happened, Lu Han, decided to leave the group too. All the same reason as Kris had.
I literally cried my eyes and heart out when Tao's father posted a controversial statement on Weibo telling that he wants his son to leave EXO.
I felt like an idiot believing that since they HAVE CRIED when Kris left, I've been thinking--hoping--praying that no one will follow him because of the pain. So much pain.
BUT noooo. :( SMent just really pushes people to their limits and that's practically fucked up.
I can feel that Tao doesn't want to leave, but since he got up to injuries and even bullying I totally wished for him to just leave the industry, rest or continue his studies.
But he just have to give more pain, I deliberately want to punch him in the face when he did some changes to his accounts, before it was EXO.TAO but now, its Z.tao nothing more, nothing less.
When he posted a picture in L.A he has been there to study and to have medications for hin injuries--he posted a picture of him and he was STILL WEARING THE EXO CARTIER BRACELET and that had done nothing good but to boost my hopes up. But nooooo he has not comeback yet and I think he will never be.
You don't have to ask what happened to me when those issues were all happening. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, I cannot focus--why? Because literally they saved me from the dark labyrinth of my life and now they are the ones experiencing it. I love them so much I want them to be together even if they grew old, or I grew old. OT12 is forever.
We are one.
#YGspeaks
:*(
UPNEXT: EXO's sub unit-- M.
