Cursed

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I find happiness wherever I go,
I chase it until the end of the cliff.
I fill up all my sorrows along,
I sew my thoughts under my lips.

As I reach the edge,
I acknowledge the beautiful ocean.
Only to notice it's filled with tears,
Of all my unworthy emotion.

Unpleasant memories are playing,
On loop in my head.
It's like my mind is another little devil,
Impossible to be fed.

Now a part of me are the lessons I never wanted to learn.
So let me just light everything up
Let me watch it burn.

I'll just sit at the edge waiting.
Wait untill the fire reaches.
But even if it fails, you'll watch me drown in the pretty beaches.

Crying is a sin for me.
I'm getting what I deserved.
I can't find warmth in any touch.
Karma is my meal cold served.

Don't feel bad for me!
It's not even the worst.
I don't see your fault,
It's me that's cursed.

-Isha Pathania

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