I just want to cry.
These tears brimming in my eyes,
They won't come out.
No matter how much I try.
I just want to cry.
No! I'm not fucking strong!
I'm doomed in this numbness!
Too used to this grief.
Too deep in the warm embrace of pain.
I want to be cold.
I want to feel the sting.
This lump stuck in my throat.
It's been too long!
Just take it out.
Hurt me as bad as you can.
Let me out.
My red desert eyes,
Need to be quenched.
I don't want to paint my skin.
Please.
Please..
Please..!!
hurt me.
Let me feel the burn on my cheeks.
Let me scream on the top of my lungs.
Till I can't anymore.
Till my eyes turn black.
My voice hoarse.
Till my thoughts cease.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm tired.
Really fucking tired.
Just tired.
Don't make me explain to you.
Too tired to explain.
Too tired to try.
I can't even take my life.
I'm too tired to die.
Everything scares me.
Please get me out of this high.
Please help me.
Please make me cry.
-Isha Pathania
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Silent Screams- Poems
PoetrySelf written poems about the hidden feelings that no one knows but many can relate. Writing my own life giving words to my mind. Exquisitely self destructive ♡
