Friends to lovers 💋

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I hate how you love him and I love you
When he's with you , you love him more
But when he's far away you love me more
I hate that when he stops loving you
You forget about me, almost like you never loved me.
But as soon as he comes back, I seem to be a faint memory
While I love you without a second thought
You love him  because he's your first thought
A love  triangle that lacks secrecy
Guess I couldn't relate to it because I've never been someone's first priority
Could have saved me my dignity and just let me be
Especially since I let you in and showed you my world
Foolish of me to think I could stand a chance at being part of yours
Only you knew communication has never been my thing
Pride wouldn't let me admit that you actually hurt me
Maybe it's my delusions shielding what's left of me
That's why I write, not just to ease the pain but because if you fail to catch my words in a riddle it's equivalent to you never knowing my name

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