𝚄𝙽𝙿𝙻𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙳 / ᵗᵃᵉᵏᵒᵒᵏ

ᴜɴᴄʟᴇᴀʀ {42}

We don't always get what we want. Jungkook believes that but when that happens to him, he never cared much then why now.. why now when he knows there was no chance that Taehyung could be his and his only.

He knew the answer so clearly. He loved Taehyung.. and still does. Unfortunately those feelings became stronger now and that was the major cause of the pain in his heart.

Jungkook literally presented his soul to Taehyung, his body, his mind, his heart everything. And he never hesitated to do that. But he could not control his heart, not when it still kept Taehyung inside it.

One thing he knew, he would never let that go. He would never let his heart forget about Taehyung because he was the best thing that happened to him. Taehyung was the only one who gave him happiness without thinking about the consequences, or without asking any conditions. Taehyung was someone who gave him harsh lessons which he deserved to go through, but still stayed deep inside his mind.

Taehyung... Embraced him like no one did, not even his own parents. He exposed himself in front of Taehyung and the male accepted his nakedness without any problems. He made sure Jungkook had him beside whenever the man suffered. But did Jungkook deserve any of the gentle treatment he got..

To Jungkook, he never deserved such things, at least not from Taehyung. Not from that person who was just a toy to play with, for him. He was not meant to fall for Taehyung but he found it useless to stop himself when he realised it was already too late to back off and decided to give in, and decided to give Taehyung every happiness.

But... At the end, what he did. He gave the man pain, betrayal, broke his trust in pieces, like a shattered glass.

Now.. he saw Taehyung, his happy face while holding a little son in his arms. Jungkook just did not know what to feel. He knew he should be happy for Taehyung no matter what, and he was happy. But.. deep down he knew how things were hurting him.

He was that only person Jungkook wanted to make happy with his love and his own self but no.. he was not deserving enough. Taehyung suffered for him and now he should tolerate everything that would come to his way. Even if that meant to see Taehyung happy with someone else, he would take that.

Taehyung should always be happy, yes, he definitely should.

But then again, what confused him the most is why? And how did Taehyung became so close with his members, and did Jimin knew about Yoongi's past works. He was really curious to know what the fuck just happened when he was not here.

"Hey kook." Yoonji called Jungkook who was sitting in the balcony of his room. No lights were on, it was only him and the darkness.

Jungkook's thoughts broke when he heard his noona's voice. Blinking his eyes for once he turned around and looked at her. Not forgetting to give her a smile.

"Hey noona." He stood up and walked towards her.

"Hey! You didn't come out of the room today." She said, taking a seat on the bed. She raised her eyebrows when Jungkook shrugged his shoulders.

"Kook, what's wrong brother?" She asked as she placed a hand on his shoulder who now sat beside her.

Well.. she was noticing this behaviour of Jungkook for a while now. He would barely talk to them, would always keep his gloomy mood on, would have his meals in his room, he would barely come out.

"Nothing noona." He said as he pulled out his best smile he could give at that time.

"Tell me, is there something to say that you suddenly came to me." That question made Yoonji gasp dramatically. She held Jungkook's shoulder more tightly as she looked at him as someone betrayed her.