Love or Lust?

Lovesick

After an incredible weekend with Mrs. Reign unfortunately it's time to return back to reality. Anxiously I raise up out of bed and start my morning routine before getting ready for the day. I cant seem to shake this weird feeling that I have in my chest but this time it isn't the flames of desire it feels more like anxiety creeping up to my throat snatching me up in a chokehold. I quickly throw on my sweatshirt and ripped jeans with my all white Forces. I casually throw my hair up in an half up half down hairstyle which used to be my go to hairstyle. Dreading this awful Monday because I wasn't able to wake up next to the one who makes me feel whole I head out the door after freshening up. As I start to get closer and closer to Mrs. Reign's classroom that feeling in my throat becomes even more intense. Feeling sick to my stomach I nervously approach the door and slowly open it. I look up as I see a professor standing at the front of the classroom but surprisingly it's not Mrs. Reign. Confused I look around the classroom wondering if I walked into the wrong class because where could she be? I was just with her the whole weekend and she didn't mention anything coming up to where she couldn't be here. "Hi welcome in im Mr. Jakes, please take your seat so I can continue with the lesson." the unknown professor says as he reaches his hand out guiding me to any available seat. Nervously I sit down towards the back of the room looking around as everyone carries on with the lesson like usual. Beside me is the new girl who was sitting in my usual seat on Friday. I look over at her as she's humming a song, but not just any song, this one sounds way too familiar. Curiously I ask her in a low voice, "Where did you get that song from? I've heard it somewhere before." as I move my chair a few inches closer to her. She looks up at me with this weird look on her face but smiles as she says "It's a song that me and Mrs. Reign listen to together. Um do I know you??" Instantly I feel sick to my stomach all over again but this time I feel a bit lightheaded as well. "What do you mean a song that you and Mrs. Reign listen to together? But im Savy and you are?" I ask as my full undivided attention is now shifted towards her. She looks at me as she rolls her eyes and pulls out her phone and opens up her messages. I cant help but to glance over at her phone and you wouldn't believe whose name I saw. The contact name read "Mrs. Summer Reign ❤️💍" and from the looks of the messages that I am reading their conversation seems pretty friendly. Who is Mrs. Summer Reign and why has she never mentioned this name to me before and who is this new girl? Panicking I quickly snatch the girls phone out of her hand and glimpse through the messages. Feeling my heart shatter inside of my body I look at the girl as she's completely frozen. "Are you and Mrs. Reign seeing each other???" I ask furiously as I start to feel myself getting teary eyed. She looks at me as she slowly takes her phone out of my hands and say "We've been seeing each other for a while now. Why does this concern you so much and why are you so obsessed with me? But I didn't introduce myself. My name is Arielle but I go by Ari or Elle whichever one is easier for you to say." Shocked and confused everything around me starts to go blurry and silent. Arielle taps me on my shoulder as I quickly snap back into reality as I feel myself becoming filled with rage and anger. Im completely at a loss for words and I just want to know what's going on. "So let me get this straight, you and Mrs. Reign have been seeing each other for a while now right? Where exactly did you come from and how did you meet her and why have I never heard about you before and where is Mrs. Reign?" She looks at me with this concerned look on her face as if she wants to answer my questions but doesn't know how to answer my questions. Quickly she responds after taking a deep sigh, "I went to this campus a few years ago and that's how I met Mrs. Reign. We clicked instantly and I became head over heels for her. She knew exactly what to say and do to make me feel wanted and welcomed here. Of course as time went on we started to develop a relationship outside of the classroom and things started to heat up pretty quickly between us and we had a few intimate moments but things started to become weird quick and she became a little distant but I didn't pay too much attention to it because around that time I was in the process of transferring schools for a while but I really didn't have much of a choice with that because students and staff were becoming pretty curious about us because she would bring me flowers, lunch, gifts and she even surprised me with a promise ring one day after she started to address me as Mrs. Arielle Reign. She was the one that insisted for us to make things official before I could even ask but I thought it was pretty weird because she was basically pressuring me into saying yes." Nodding my head slowly as I listen to the heart crushing words all I can do is sit in silence as I process everything. Did I fall too hard or too fast for the wrong person? Why me out of all the other girls? Was I an easy target?