Love or Lust?

My New Life

"Hey good morning sleepy head." I hear suddenly as I feel someone shaking me out of my sleep. I open my eyes as I put my hands over my face before looking over next to me. As I turn my head I see Gabriela and Ava watching me wake up while smiling. "Hi guys. Good morning. I must've passed out on y'all once we settled in." I sit up in the bed as I pull the covers over my legs. Gabriela holds out her hand as she waits for me to hold it. "Once we made it in you unpacked your bags, showered and before I could even make you dinner you collapsed on the couch so I picked you up and brought you to bed." I grab her hand as I stand up and stretch. We all head to the kitchen where Gabriela has already prepared breakfast. "This is so nice. Thank you. I sure could use a good meal. Thank you for putting me in the bed as well. You have been so kind to me since day one and I will never forget it." I say as I take a seat at the table. Ava happily sits in the seat next to me as Gabriela fixes our plates. "Are you gonna be my new mommy?" Ava says looking up at me smiling before taking a sip of her apple juice. Stunned I look over at Gabriela before taking a look at Ava and clearing my throat. "I um.. I don't exactly know how to answer that sweetheart but what I will tell you is that I will be here for a while." Gabriela joins us at the table as she places our plates in front of us. "Ava honey let her eat please. We can ask questions later okay baby?" Me and Gabriela look at each other smiling softly as we start to eat. "I want her to be my mommy. She's nice. Her company is very calming and she's friendly. Please mama gabby? I actually like Savanna." Gabriela nods her head as she looks at Ava and smiles. I casually take a bite of my toast as we sit in silence for a while. "Okay whatever makes you happy sweetheart. She can be your mommy but only if thats okay with Savanna." she says as she looks at me curiously. I nod my head quietly as I look at Ava. Me? A mommy? How do I even play this role? Why did she choose me? "I would love to be your mommy beautiful. Thank you for the offer. I greatly appreciate it honey." Ava hugs me tightly as she giggles. After we all finish eating Gabriela clears the table and washes the dishes. "Ava go play in your room for a bit while me and Savanna have a chat alright? I'll be up in a bit to join you." Gabriela says as she walks back to the table. Ava kisses my cheek before quickly running upstairs. Nervously I take a deep breath and place my hands in my lap. "I know that may have caught both of us by surprise but was she serious about that or is that her way of playing?" I say quietly as I look at Gabriela. She sits beside me as she puts her hand on my thigh. "I think she was serious. Look Savanna, she really likes you and one thing about Ava is it's hard for her to adapt to new comers to say the least. Although I have never brought anyone around her before but I know how she is. She wouldn't even talk or open up to her mom's new partners after we split. She barely even said a word to her mother. It was always about me and what I wanted. I could never understand why she became so attached to me so quickly because when I showed up she was just a newborn. If you're not comfortable with any of this I completely understand." I look at her smiling and nodding before kissing her. "No, I want to do this. If im gonna be involved with you then I have to be involved with all of you and she's apart of you. Yeah it caught me off guard but I see the way that little girl adores you as if you were the one who carried her for 9 months. We can do this together okay?" After a moment of silence Gabriela kisses my hand and I notice her eyes starting to water. Quickly she wipes her tears as she excuses herself from the table. I sit there for a while before following her upstairs. "I never thought that a plane ride would lead us here. You have became an important part of my life in just a matter of time. Now my daughter wants to call you her mommy. I don't even know what to say but thank you. Thank you for being on that plane Savanna." She smiles as she wipes her tears while standing against her bedroom door. I walk over and wipe her face as I laugh softly before I feel my own tears starting to fall. We both laugh as we watch each other cry but it's all happy tears. "You did all the work here. I was just a lost city girl looking for an escape from the chaos. You are the one who made all of this possible Gabriela. It was all you." She quickly grabs my hand as she pulls me close to her kissing me deeply. We take a brief pause as we catch our breath. She lightly rubs her fingertips down my shoulder as she looks me in my eyes. Feeling the heat rising between us I pull her by her belt buckle pulling her closer to me and kiss her. She looks down at my hand before slowly running her fingers through my hair and kisses my forehead. "What is it that you want babygirl?" she says in this low voice as she feels me tug on her belt. I look up at her nervously while biting my bottom lip. Maybe it's the energy in the room or maybe it's the way she keeps looking at me or maybe it's the way she just called me babygirl but I can't help but to want her. Gabriela slowly backs up to the bed and lays back while leaning up to stare at me. "Come here." she says while smirking. Nervously but flustered I slowly walk over to her and climb on top of her. As I sit up on her lap for a while she caresses my cheek then proceeds to trail her fingers down my neck. "You better stop trailing your fingers up and down my body like this before you start something you can't finish ma'am." I say jokingly as I kiss her. She rolls me over on my back as she laughs and smiles. "What could I possibly start Savanna? It's just a kiss right?" As I wrap my hands around her neck we kiss passionately before being interrupted by a knock on the door. "Yes honey?" Gabriela says as she smirks and signals me to be quiet. Ava opens the door as we both sit up. "I just wanted to let you guys know that I was about to take a nap. I already got my pajamas on mama gabby. What are you guys doing?" I quickly fix my hair and my clothes as I look at Ava and smile. "Sleep well love. We'll be here if you need us. Goodnight." Ava kisses my cheek and hugs Gabriela before exiting the room and closing the door behind her. We both look at each other as we lightly smile. "So where were we babygirl?" Gabriela says as she pulls me onto her lap. I kiss her as I chuckle. "I don't know. Where were we baby?" She holds me by my waist tightly as we kiss for a while. Slowly she lays back as I lean forward into her arms. "You okay?" she asks as she smiles. I nod as I start to unbutton her shirt. She slowly flips me over again as she takes her shirt off. Gripping my thigh she pulls my body towards her as she kneels in front of me. It's something about the way she handles my body. She sure does know how to take care of a woman. As she slowly slides her hand under my shirt she kisses my neck before removing it. "You seem a little nervous. Do you want me to stop?" I slowly shake my head no as I pull her close to me and kiss her while looking into her eyes. "You can keep going. I'm okay I promise." She lays me back as she trails kisses from my lips down to stomach as she holds my body up. As I look down at her gently kiss my body I can feel all of my muscles relax and all my worries fade away. She looks up at me as she unbuttons my pants and kisses me right below my belly button. I can't help but let out a light moan as I feel pleasure rise through my body. She makes her way up to me and kiss me as she slides her hand in my pants slowly. "What you doing with them fingers of yours Gabriela?" I ask as I smile and kiss her. She looks into my eyes as she slowly swirls her fingers around in circles on my clit. "Let me take care of you babygirl." she says in a low seductive voice. As I feel my body getting warm I nod my head and let out a moan into her mouth. Her touch feels so foreign yet so good. This definitely doesn't feel like the same as it did with well you know her name already. In fact this feeling feels 10x better. As she makes sure Im okay she slowly slides her fingers inside as she leans her ear towards my mouth. I moan into her ear as I close my eyes and lay my head back. She's not in a rush to get me there and I think that's why I want it even more. As she feels my body become more relaxed she removes her fingers and removes my pants and panties. She throws the covers over us as she picks my body up and slides her fingers back inside. As we look into each other's eyes I moan softly from how good her touch feels. Feeling her fingers go deeper I dig my nails into her back as I breathe down her neck. Before I can cum she quickly throws me backwards as she makes her way down and throws my legs over her shoulders. She then sucks on my clit quickly then slowly and then spells her name with her tongue while fingering me slowly. Thats definitely a new feeling and trust me it feels amazing. As I run my fingers through her curly hair and tighten my legs closed all I can do is moan excitedly. Let's just say my body needed Gabriela. As she quickly flicks her tongue I can't help but to cum. As she looks into my eyes we both take a deep sigh and she makes her way up to me trailing my body with kisses on her way up to my lips. "I have no words. That was amazing." I say as I smile. She leans up and kisses my cheek and says "oh you thought I was done with you? Nope." She quickly jumps up and grabs a vibrator and a strap on. As I lay there speechless while looking at her I say "what we need that for baby?" She crawls in between my legs and kisses me. She then lays my body down. "I wanted to try something if that's okay with you babygirl." I nod my head yes as I kiss her lips softly. She positions my body comfortably as she slides her strap-on on. As I look at her all I can do is smile from how good she looks. I just know she is about to make my body feel so much better. She slowly leans into me as she nods her head as she asks me "you ready?" I nod my head yes as she slowly slides inside of me. As I feel the tip inside I let out a loud gasp and pull her hair as she looks into my eyes. She holds my legs up and she slides in deeper causing me to moan into her mouth as we kiss. The eye contact. The deep kisses. The slow deep strokes. Everything I could ever ask for. As she gives me steady slow strokes I bite my bottom lip as I look at her. While looking into each other's eyes she speeds up her strokes. I moan loudly from the amazing intense pleasure. She then looks down as she places the vibrator on my clit as she slows down her strokes. Now this right here is a brand new feeling and Im not complaining one bit. As I scratch her back I moan into her mouth as she kisses me. Im convinced she's trying to make me crazy over her. "Tell me how deep you want me to go babygirl." she says seductively. "Go as deep as you want to papi" I moan out as I dig my nails deeper into her back. "Oh papi huh? That's a new one." she says as she kisses me while speeding up going deeper and deeper. As I moan passionately into her mouth as we kiss deeply I feel her take the vibrator speed up a notch causing my legs to shake. "Yeah just like that baby. Come on and moan for me. That's my girl." Gabriela says as she grips my thigh tightly while sliding in as I feel her in my stomach. I could do this for hours. "Im cumming..." I moan out loudly as I bury my face in her neck. She throws the vibrator off to the side as she lightly wraps her hand around my throat. "Hold it in for me babygirl, don't let it out yet." she says as she holds a steady pace while tightening her grip. As I clench my walls tightly around her strap I scratch her back up some more. "Papi I can't take anymore please..." I plead as I feel myself losing control of my legs. She grips my throat as tightly as she can as she pulls my mouth closer to hers while speeding up her pace. I can't help but feel my soul leave my body as I drip and pour down her strap. "There you go baby. Let it out for papi. Mhm, you're doing so good." As I feel my legs shaking I grip the sheets tightly. Once I release every drop I have left we both exhale deeply as we kiss. "Jesus! Where did you learn all of that from? Goodness Gabriela." I say as I laugh as she lays beside me. She pulls my body close to her as she holds me in her arms. "Sleep well babygirl. Im glad you enjoyed it." She kisses my forehead, my lips and my cheek before we fall asleep.