Love or Lust?

You're My Addiction

All I can think about is the conversation with Mrs. Reign but I can't wrap my head around why everything she said is bothering me. I roll over in the bed and look over to the right of me and see Gabriela sleeping peacefully. I lay comfortably on her chest as I let out a sigh of relief. She leans up as she kisses my forehead. "Hey Mi Amor, you okay?" I look up at her and nod my head before leaning up. "Yes baby I'm okay. You can go back to bed. Sorry If I woke you up." I roll over and pull the blanket over me and lay there frustrated. After I overthink myself back to sleep I quickly jump up to the sound of the alarm blaring on the nightstand next to me. "You seem startled and thrown off today. Is it something that I said or did? You know you can talk to me about anything." Gabriela says as she kisses my shoulder before getting out of bed. I lay there stiffly as I let my mind wander. I need to get this woman out of my mind. Maybe Im upset by the way it ended but why should I be upset when she was the one who hurt me in the first place. I get up out of bed and head to the bathroom and freshen up and get myself ready for the day. We all head downstairs where breakfast is already prepared and laid out on the table for us. Ava kisses my cheek as she smiles and starts eating. I look over at her with a slight smile but remain silent. As I look down at my plate while scraping my fork through my eggs I push my plate away from me and excuse myself from the table. Gabriela rushes up the stairs behind me as she grabs my waist from behind. "Slow down. Whats going on? You haven't said a word since you woke up. You barely touched your plate. You barely acknowledged me and Ava at the table. Did you sleep well? Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed? Do you not wanna be here anymore? Talk to me so I can help you." Struggling to let out a single word I sigh and shrug as we make our way into the room. "Um, Im okay. You didn't do anything wrong. School is just overwhelming for me right now that's all. Don't worry about me." I slowly sit on the bed as she sits beside me and looks at me with this concerned look as if she can see right through me and tell that everything that just came out of my mouth is a lie. She kisses my cheek and gets up and leaves the room. This is harder than I thought it would be or maybe I am just making it harder for myself. Quickly I jump up and start to head back downstairs so I can head out for school but Gabriela meets me at the stairs. She silently grabs my waist and pushes me back up against the wall and kisses me deeply as she trails her fingertips down my spine. "What are you doing?" I say as I look her in her eyes. She doesn't say a word she just continues to kiss me. She picks me up and carries me back to the room and lays me down on the bed slowly and climbs in between my legs. "Just relax and let me take care of you baby." she says as she grips my thigh tightly and kisses my neck. As I feel the warmth of her breath and her grip on my body I cant help myself. I wrap my arms around her neck and let her take control of me and my body. She slides her hand underneath my shirt and pulls me closer to her. Suddenly she pauses and leans up and smiles at me. "You seem tense so I just wanna help. Is that okay?" I speechlessly nod my head and pull her toward me and kisses her. She slowly unbuttons her shirt and I pull my shirt off and throw it off to the side. As the heat rises between us we can't keep our hands off one another. She picks my body up and places her hands around me as she holds me up on her lap. She kisses down my chest softly as she looks up at me. This woman really does know how to make your worries disappear. I run my fingers through her hair as I lightly scratch her back. She slowly laid me back on my back and unbuttoned my pants. We both take a brief pause as we look at each other with lust filled eyes. She ripped my pants off as if she needs something urgently. I look at her in shock because I have never seen Gabriela this way. How did we go from soft to aggressive? Once she has me exactly the way she wants me without a word she slides my panties off and aggressively slides her tongue across my clit. I don't know if I am supposed to moan from the pleasure or be taken away but I let out a loud moan. She then looks into my eyes as she slides her fingers inside. I let out a scream as she smirks while sliding her fingers in deeper. Usually she's a love maker but this is definitely different but I think I like it. I grip her hair as I dig my nails into her back as she sucks on my clit while fingering me aggressively. "Fuck baby" I moan out loudly as I squirm. She looks up at me with no expression as she shoves her fingers in as deep as they can go. I moan and scream loudly as I look around the room. She then slides her fingers out and quickly picks my body up and holds me up in the air as she hovers me over her face while holding my legs over her shoulders. "What are you trying to prove papi?" I say as I moan while holding onto her shoulders but still no response from her. She then spreads my legs as she sucks on my clit as if she's trying to drain me until I have nothing left. Feeling my juices flow into her mouth I lean my head back and ride her tongue excitedly. She then tosses me onto my back right before I cum and puts on her strap quickly. While I lay there wondering what could potentially happen next I suddenly feel her slide the tip in. I let out a loud gasp as she covers my mouth and pounds my walls. As I feel myself tighten up around her strap I moan loudly as I pull her hair. We make eye contact as she goes deeper causing me to scream louder than before. "Take this shit and take all of it baby" she says as she holds my head and pounds me. I let out a grunt, sigh and a moan as I grab her waist and pull her in deeper. "Yes papi" I say excitedly as the tears flow down my cheeks. She then speeds up her pace causing me to cum and shake uncontrollably but that doesn't stop her. She keeps that steady pace as I dig my nails into her back leaving bloody scratches and scars. Once she's all tired out she slides her strap out of me and takes a deep sigh of relief. She then lays next to me and pulls me close to her. I don't know what just happened but I loved it. I then sink into her arms and her warmth and drift off into a deep sleep. Why am I even being so hard on myself? My addiction is right next to me.