Loving Your Imperfections

I Might Just Want To

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Mia

Nate and I were in bed watching a movie. He held me tight as we snuggled in a spooning position, making me smile as he placed soft kisses on my hair, holding me by my hips.

Everyone else had already gone to sleep, making his house go silent; except for the novice in his room of course, as we played the movie in a very low volume.

The night had gotten particularly cooler tonight, making me get cold. "God, it's so cold. My feet are freezing." I say as I press my feet against his, making him chuckle. "Well, it's a good thing I'm here. You can use my body to keep warm all night long if you want, baby," he says, teasingly, making me chuckle as he sucks on my neck and causing my stomach to flutter. I shivered as I felt his warm hands trail slowly under my shirt. He slowly caressed my skin, from my navel to my ribs, stopping right by my bra line.

I couldn't help but bite my bottom lip as I hoped he'd go a little more.

I turn my body to face him, interlacing my legs with his wrapping my arms around his neck, and pressing my body close against him. "Oh, I might just do that," I tease, running my tongue over his lip, tugging it lightly with my teeth before kissing hi. His hands roam my body, squeezing my butt playfully, making me chuckle.

I love our make-out sessions, he's got to be the best kisser ever. But, he's such a tease. He knows exactly how to turn me on, and lately, our kissing has gotten more and more intense, making me want to go a little further every time. I don't know if I can take any more of this. If he keeps teasing me this, I doubt I'll be able to stop myself from going all the way.

I want him, and the more I think about us being together, the more I realize I want him to be my first. I'm ready, I know I'm ready for us to be intimate. I guess the only thing still holding me back is that I'm a little scared.

But my god! The way he makes my body feel! That feeling between my legs is getting out of hand so bad I'm fantasizing about us all the time. I've had wet dreams about him, and they feel so real that... God, I'm getting excited just thinking about him like that.

I deepen the kiss, pressing my chest closer against him, rocking my hips against him, and tightening my hold around his neck. My fingers interlace on his soft curls, tugging on his strands and making him grunt. He moves us, making me lie on my back as he hovers over me.

His sweet taste makes me want more of him as I bite softly on his bottom lip. Our tongues mold together, fighting for dominance. He slides his hands under my shirt again, caressing my navel, and slowly trails his hand over the line of my sweatpants. His other hand cups my bra, caressing my boob over the fabric, causing me to shiver. I can't help but let a small moan out, parting our kiss. He softly begins to trail kiss down my jaw and down my neck, making me tug softly on his hips as I press him closer against him.

I can feel his bulge increasing, making me throb with the need for him. I know I'm getting wet, as I feel a pleasurable pulsing sensation down there.

"Maybe.... Maybe we should stop," he whispers in a stutter. Our breaths were becoming erratic as we noticed we had both gotten turned on, but I am so horny I pulled him back, making our lips crash.  He grunts, squeezing his hands on my hips as he presses his bulge against me again, making me internally gasp. He spreads my legs, making me tilt my head back as I feel his bulge press against my center. I'm getting so wet, I have to feel him. I need more, so much more.

"Baby, I want you so bad. You're turning me on damn bad," he says, making me tilt my head back again as I grunt with need, feeling the pressure build up some more inside of me. "I can't. You're turning me on really bad, baby. We need to,"

"No. Keep going. I want you to keep going, Nate." I whisper, making him grunt. I push myself up against his bulge, making him press harder. "Mia... you're such a tease." his breath hitches, making me smile. "I love being a tease," he whispered, trying to get off.

But I wrap my legs around him, pressing my core against his bulge and making him grunt. His hands press hard against my hips, giving me a lustful look.

"You don't want to tease me, baby. I might just rip all these clothes off of you and take you right now, and I know you're not ready," he says, as he sucks on my bottom lip, making me gasp. He sucks on my neck, leaving wet kisses behind, making me ache for more. "Maybe I want you to rip my clothes off and do more. Maybe... I am ready for you to make love to me." I say making him look up, startled by my declaration.

"Mia, I... no, baby, I don't think you,"

"Nate. I mean it... I want to. I... I think I'm ready." I say as we stare at each other, making me suddenly feel extremely anxious about it. I bite my bottom lip nervously, batting my eyelashes at him once. His eyes are dark, looking at me as if lost in thought.

My heart begins to race and my nerves are wild, making me bite my bottom lip harder as he stares at me, contemplating his next move. "Baby, you don't need to rush. I mean, don't get me wrong, I have been wanting you since day one, but... I'm not going to force you to do something you're unsure of. I want you to be a hundred percent about this when we do."

"Nate I'm serious. I want us to try it. I want to feel you, all of you. I want you to be my first, baby. I mean it. I want you so bad right now." I say, keeping my arms around his neck, running my hand softly over the hair on the back of his head. "Are you sure?" he asks still a bit concerned with my decision. "Because this is something you can't take back once it's done, Mia. I don't want you to feel like I am pressuring you to do it." I chuckle, seeing him so concerned.

All for the best, I'm sure I want him, "I am. I'm ready Nate," I whisper, making his eyes fill with lust.

His lips looked so kissable, they were already swollen from all of our kissing, making me want more. I bite my bottom lip, looking at him sheepishly. "Mia, if we do this,"

"I know... No turning back. I want this, Nate... I want you to make love to me," I say, making him grunt, closing his eyes as he crashes his lips on me.

"How do you know this is the right time though, baby? I want you to think about it. Your first should be more special, more romantic, not over a Korean drama while eating Southern food," he says, making me chuckle.

"I'm not expecting a room full of roses with champagne, chocolate-covered strawberries,  and silk bed sheets, Nate. This... this is the perfect time. You and me, in this bed, right now. This feels like the perfect time, it's what I want, baby. I want to be with you." I whisper, making him lean down, and kiss my neck.

His kiss takes a big turn. Before, they were hot, sexy and so damn good, yet gentle. But the second I said I wanted to have sex with him, his kiss became passionate, and lustful, making my core throb, wanting him more.

"Once we do this Mia, there's no going back. You know this right?" he says a final word, making me nod as I feel my stomach flutter.

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