Rajyog

Chapter 4

I was in my room reading Wattpad, and my mumma suddenly came in , luckily I turned off the phone on time warna Aaj to kalesh hone the . She doesn't know I read spicy romance,and the chapter I was reading was hella spicy . Agar pata chal Jatana , she will disown me saying yeh meri beti nahi hai. Let it be.

"Shrav listen, abhi meri unse baat Hui ,woh sab Sunday ko aarahe hai . Koi pressure nahi hai, joh puchna hai puch Lena but yeh mat bhulna ki woh Hukum hai . Aur Main such mai chahti ho ki yeh shadi ho jaye . "Mumma said breaking my chain of thoughts.
"Yes mumma, but I will continue my studies aur higher education bhi karna hai. I will be ready for this marriage,par ek shart hai , we take it at my pace "i said to her confidently.
"Dekhte hai unse baat toh karle pehle "she replied with sigh .
"Aur hn abhi Friday hai toh parlour Jake clean up , wax wagera kar ke aa. Teri Janki bua bhi aarahi hai aur Pooja bhi" listening to this mood light up . I am very close to my cousin Pooja , she is daughter of Janki bua .She will definitely guid me through this situation. I know , everyone is saying no pressure no pressure, but they want me say yes to this proposal. And mumma also didn't reply clearly, which means is ok if didn't continue my studies. What is this dekhte hai , pehle baat karlo aur kya she wants me get married. Let it be.
Right now , I'm in the parlour, getting a relaxing massage after all those torture of waxing and threading. After I was done with the parlour I went to my home and choose a outfit for Sunday program, which took nearly 45 mins due to constant inputs of my Kaki , mumma , Pooja and maasis . And then we settle for simple saree . Hussh . After having a dinner pappa called to terrace, because he wants to talk with me.

Vijay - Beta kaisi hu.
S- thik hu pappa. You want to talk about something.
V - listen baccha , hmm how say this . Ok so , tumhe pata hai ki tumse kitna pyaar karta hu right ?
S-yes pappa , why are asking this .
V- Mai kabhi nahi chahta tha ki tumhari shadi hu jaye itne jaldi , but trust me isse accha rishta tumhe nahi milega . Woh bahut accha ladka hai Baccha . Mere liye iss shadi ko hn kar do . Bass yeh akhir baar hai Mai tumse kuch mang Raha hu. Please hn kardo .
S - Pappa I know nothing about him personally, jitna jaanti hu woh sab news aur Instagram ke wajaha se . Mai thoda toh baat karlo phir hi Mai koi conculsion par aa sakti hu na
V - do you trust your father or not.
S - yaha aapka kaha se aagaya , obviously I trust you.
V- Shravani , meri aur pure gharwalo ki taraf se iss rishte ke liye hn . Baki tum Jano.
He said to me in a warning tone . And left without saying anything more. Now I am confused,if I say no this proposal,for sure I will get cold treatment from them.but that won't last for few days,so I won't say yes just because of that .thode dino ke liye Puri zindagi tho barbad nahi kar sakte na.

Friday and Saturday flew in the blink of an eye. Tomorrow we are going to meet my Jaan . My Obsession for her is growing every fucking minute. Dadi sa asked to come to her room as she wants to talk to me about something, so here I am.
R - Dadi sa , aapne bulaya tha ?
G - Ji Rudra betiye beta, actually mujhe aapse puchna tha ki , aapko Shravani pasand toh aai na ?humari taraf se toh hn hai.
R-Ji dadi sa.
G -thik hai phir , agar unki taraf se hn Hui toh kal hi date fix kar dege , kya kehte hu ?
R-jaisa aapko thik Lage
I said .After listening to her I was super happy but I didn't show it on my face.
When I was leaving,i turned and said
"Dadi sa , Tarikh jald se jald ki nikale ".saying this I left the room and went to study .I have to wrap up my work before leaving . Tomorrow will the day when I will be meeting my Jaan for the first time. I will make her mine by hook or crook. Even if doesn't want to be mine . First time in life , I m feeling something this intense for someone,let alone for women now I won't back up. First time I want something rather someone for myself ,first time I want to be a little selfish.

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तुझसे है मुझको पाने यादों के वो नज़राने
एक जिन पे हक़ हो बस मेरा
तेरी यादों में रहूँ, तेरे ख़्वाबों में जगूँ
मुझे ढूँढे जब कोई, तेरी आँखों में मिलूँ
जो भी साँसें मैं भरूँ उन्हें तेरे संग भरूँ
चाहे जो हो रास्ता उसे तेरे संग चलूँ !!!