'We've often read in dark romance books about the girls who faced trauma and pain which made them the 'don't be nice or you'll get killed' person who never believes in love and doesn't has a soft side who believes in one night stands, never breaks down infront of anyone and just don't let their guards down but....
What about the ones who ended up as a people pleaser, an extreme giver, and an extremely kind person that can be kind to everyone but....themselves? Who still are the bright sunshine and try to see the good in the world even though they've seen and experienced so much pain and suffering throughout their whole life? Who are the ones that are made fun of for being so bright and nice like Cat valentine...the highly sensitive ones and our 'Little sunshine'...they deserve to be written about too'
-Unknown
Disclaimer: Mention of trauma trigger, flashbacks of abuse in a little detail and some other stuff.
Please read only if you're comfortable..
Hope you enjoy;)
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You were infront of yours and Loki's house with a bouquet of flowers. You were dating him for a some time now, and he low-key liked receiving flowers it made him happy, back in Asgard or old Asgard he never found a kind person's love, he did court people but he never received any effection of care and love except from his mother, and giving him flowers made him really happy so you brought him a bouquet instead of a single one in hand.
You waited for a while but he didn't open the door so you took the spare key from your pocket and hesitated before you took a deep breath and unlocked the door and got in. You called out his name softly and heard his voice in the kitchen, you smiled as you slowly approached him from behind, he was on a call with someone. He cut the call angrily and turned around really quickly which made you both bump into each other and the plate on his hand was dropped and shattered next to your dropped bouquet of flowers.
You paused as you gazed at the plate, shakingly stepped back and hesitatedly looked up at him. "I...I'm really sorry" you muttered, tears started forming in your eyes. His frown changed to concern and his eyes melted. "Y/n.." he whispered and stepped close to you which made you whimper and step back. "I-I'm really sorry" you muttered and started to cry. Before he knew it, you started running away and went upstairs. He blinked in confusion and worry as he saw you go away. He glanced at the bouquet on the floor before he rushed upstairs and searched for you.
"Y/n! Where are you? Please come out" He called as he searched in every room but didn't see you anywhere. He finally stopped when he felt your scent from the closest of your room. He paused before he opened the closest and saw you curled up inside in a terrible state. His face saddened as he knelt down as went to caress your cheek but you flinched and moved back. "I'm really sorry" you muttered and sobbed which just made Loki hate himself for whatever he did to bring his little sunshine in this state.
"Don't be sorry, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did love, please tell me what happened and what I did to make you cry, please" he begged as you hid your face and moved away from his hand trying to reach for you. He paused as he realised it and sucked in a breath. "I won't hurt you" he whispered which made your shoulders relax a bit and finally look up at him. "I swear I'll never hurt you, p...please come out I swear I won't do anything to upset you please just...come out" he whispered and stepped aside to give you some space.
After a long pause you crawled out of the small space and sat on the floor while Loki closed the closet door and sat down next to you. He hesitated to lay a hand on you as you simply flinched at that, he stayed still...struggling to not reach not and help you in this state. After some crying and calming down, he spoke. "Can you... please tell me what happened?" He asked politely as he fixed a strain of your hair and you looked at the floor.
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Loki [Smut And Fluffs 2]
FanfictionSecond book of smuts and fluffs with the god of Mischief. (Loki x Fem!reader) hope you enjoy;) _______
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