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▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ❤︎, JUNGWON
A TALE OF LOST LOVE...
"It was never supposed to be this fucked up, Jungwon!" You say upset and clearly sad by the situation that was happening between you two. Not that he wasn't as well. You knew somewhere down the line that what you two had was too fucked up to comprehend with.
Deep down inside of you two, there was love for one another. Love that always seems to make an appearance but then instead disappears. As if it was a magic act.
Your hands were clenched into fists at your sides, while the boy in front of you had his head lowered, as if he couldn't even look you in the eye. "We can't keep doing this, (Y/n)..." His words hurt more than he thought they would. But you couldn't pretend like he wasn't right. He was. And you knew that.
Your voice cracked when you spoke, "You don't think I know that? You don't think I wanna tell you that we should continue what we have even if we both get hurt in the end. Because I do. I wanna tell you that and then kiss you, Jungwon. I want so badly to kiss you and tell you to just stay with me. Stay with me and not care about anything."
Jungwon didn't even dare to look at you. He kept his eyes glued to the floor, afraid that if he did look at you he would only hurt you even more. "I know that."
"YOU DON'T! If you did you wouldn't be here telling me this." You yelled. Jungwon finally looked up at you, his eyes showing hurt. "But I am because it has to end. It can't go on any longer, (Y/n)."
"If that's how you feel then fine." You say, walking past him and out the door. "Wait, (Y/n)."
And you were gone, walking through the halls and ignoring everyone who tried to talk to you. You didn't wanna talk, you didn't wanna see anyone. Maybe it was because you didn't want anyone seeing you. Seeing as tears welled up in your eyes. You wouldn't give them that satisfaction of seeing you cry.
You walked out the front doors of the school and onto the street, making your way home. You needed to be alone. Needed to clear your head from everything. So you walked.
Walked down the sidewalk, and into the city. The walk was filled with thoughts. Thoughts of him. Thoughts of you. And mostly the both of you. Thoughts of before everything went wrong. A simpler time. A simpler time where you were in love. If you could even call it that. Then it all came rushing back to you. Everything.
"I don't think you know just how much I want to kiss you, right now" Your words had Jungwon blushing as your fingers grazed his cheeks softly. His eyes fell on your lips, as you leaned into him, your nose nuzzled against his cheek. Oh how you wanted nothing more than to feel his lips against yours, but the sound of footsteps startled the two of you out of the moment.
