Forever and Always (ereri)

Pain

Eren's P.O.V

I felt becoming more weak every second a tear escaped from my eye's. I wish it would stop, but there's no way stopping this now.

'Why?' I ask myself every time. Why did I ended up like this? Why do I make so much mistakes? Why do I always end up hurting everyone?!

"WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER?!?!" I screamed to the top of my lungs.

More tear's fell. "Why can't I remember?". "Why can't I remember you... Levi?"

"I wish all this pain will go away"

What can I do to make all this pain go away? I don't know, I don't know anything. I'm even starting to forget who I'm I.

"Please..... make this pain go away"

I raise my hand and put it close to my mouth. "I deserve to feel more pain that what I have coused you..."

I bite my hand really hard. I feel a wave of pain hit me, but I ignore it. I keep biting my hand, over and over again.

I see blood in the floor. My hand was bleeding like crazy, but ignored it again. I kept biting and biting, each and every time more blood came out.

I screamed as high as my lungs could resist, but I didn't stop biting. I felt the taste of my own blood in my mouth.

"I deserve this... after all I've hurt you more. I hurt everyone that's on my life. You, Armin, Mikasa..... mom"

I cried even more than before. There was a very big amount blood in the floor, though I didn't care.

"Mom.... I'm so fucked up. Why couldn't you just stay with me?" I started sobbing.

I felt dizzy and my vision started to get more blurry every second.

"Please...." I said and fell to the floor. I was now covered all in blood. My hand didn't stopped bleeding.

"Please..... Levi... no Rivaille"

"Save me...." everything went black after that.

Levi's P.O.V

I still can't believe what happened yesterday! Eren and Armin making out!!

It hurts so much that my love life is making out with someone else. This hurts so much!!!

You know what, if that brat wants to be with that blondy guy so be it! I don't care anymore. Tch!!!

Geez... I have let my anger take over me. I have never thought such horrible things, specially if it's about somebody I care about.

"Hey Levi! What's wrong man you look like a spoiled milk or something" I heard someone say. I look and it's Mikasa.

"Mika!! What's up?" I say. "Oh nothing, you know chilling" Mikasa said. "Nice!"

"So tell me, I know you are not ok" Mikasa said sitting on the chair next to me.

"Ohh speaking about that, thanks for the complement. I really love it, spoiled milk" I said sarcastically.

"Yeah heh, I was joking. So please tell me, you're like another brother to me" Mikasa said.

"Well it's complicated" I said rubbing the back of my neck. "It's about Eren" Mikasa said.

"How did you-" I was talking but Mikasa cut me off. "It has to be about Eren, there's no way you're going to be this sad for something else" Mikasa said. "Maybe if you lost your cleaning supplies I guess".

"Hey I heard that!!" I semi yelled.

Mikasa and I have been talking and hanging out a lot lately. We haven't seen each other for 8 year's so I guess that's normal.