Eren's P.O.V
"Goodbye Mikasa" I said and went running to mines and Levi's room. "Eren!" I heard levi yell but I didn't look back, I don't want to talk with nobody right now. I got to my room and close the door, I went and took something out of my suitcase.. it was my the picture my mom used to have in here nightstand at her room.
I hold it in my hand's and sit on the floor resting my back in the wall. I sat there looking at it with tear's rolling down my face. I was in the picture, Mikasa, and my mom too. How did it come to this? Mikasa was the only family member I had left and now she's gone too, now I only have Levi. I'm afraid I might lose him too.
"Eren?" I saw Levi peaking his head inside the room. "Hey, are you ok?" Levi ask sitting next to me. He put a arm around my me and I rest my head in his shoulder. "No, I'm not ok" I said. "Eren I know it's hard cause you have been almost your whole life with her, but you just got to keep on with your life" Levi said
"I know Levi, it's just to hard to deal with. I mean I lost my mom not a long time ago and now Mikasa goes away. Is this life?!" I yell. I'm so mad but sad at the same time cause Mikasa went away! But she couldn't stop it anyways, I'm still going to miss her a lot.
"I know Eren! You can't be mad at her, I bet she didn't wanted to leave you either but there was nothing we could do about it" Levi said looking at me straight into my eye's. "But it's not fair!" I yell.
"Eren life isn't fair! Nothing in this world is!! Did you wanted this?! Nooo, I bet not, but since life it's a complete bitch, this is what is does!" Levi yell. I could see anger and sadness in Levi's eye's, but mostly sadness. I'm too weak, I get so emotional for everything and look at Levi, he's always right and he controls so well he's emotions, not like me.
"Eren I'm sorry" Levi said. I guess he notice I was to ashamed to look at him.
"I-It's ok Levi" I said. "All I'm trying to say is to stand up, keep your head heald up high because life continues, it's not the end of it. You can't let situations like this beat you down and make you suffer, just keep on with your life even if it's hard, good days will come believe me" Levi said.
I just love it when Levi tries to comfort me, he does so perfect. One of the things I love about him it's that he tells the truth but in a way that tries not to hurt your feelings, and always comes out perfect. "Yeah I know" I said. "Just remember that you're the one who decides to make your life hard or not" Levi said and stand up and started walking to the door.
"I'll let you think about it" Levi said and shut the door. He just left me here confused thinking about all this. Levi is right you are the one who decides to make your life hard or not. Your life can be hard but you just got to make the best of it no matter what.
Hey hey hey, I updated yay!! So this chapter is kinda special for the reason that my great grandfather pass away yesterday and I went to his funeral today :( But I did this chapter like to tell you guys that no matter what you just go to keep on no matter what. But I'm feeling better now, someone made me happy even with the situation I was passing. Guy's if you feel bad and think you can't keep on remember it's not over, life continues and you just got to make the best of it ;) P.S. Yesterday it was one of my greatest days even if you don't believe it XD
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Forever and Always (ereri)
Hayran KurguEren Jaeger is a 18 year old boy with hopes, dreams and feelings like everybody else. His mom died when he was 10 years old and now all he has left is his adoptive sister named Mikasa. When his mother died he was sent into a orphanage, that's were h...