Forever and Always (ereri)

Leaving you

Eren's P.O.V

Levi please come back, don't leave me here alone, I need you... I love you. Tear's roll down my cheeks nonstop. Why Levi? Why did you had to leave too?! I felt something in my hand, I look and it was the necklace that Levi gave me. It's so beautiful, I kept staring at it for a long time. 'And you're very special to me too' Levi's word's kept playing in my head.

More tear's fell, this is the only thing I have left from Levi. Now I'm never going to see him again!! I wipe away my tear's and started to walk, I can't stay here I need to get to the orphanage. I look at this empty streets and it's just like my heart feels right now... empty.

Why did he had to leave? He promised me he would never leave me. I have nothing left now, everything is gone. My mom is dead, my sister is gone, and now Levi too. Levi gave me hope, he made me smile every day, he was there for me when I was feeling down, I could never ask for a better friend.

I look at the sky and it was so dark and lonely, it didn't had one single star. Sometimes you're just there waiting to have someone to be there for you, but no one is there. You have hope that someone will notice you and stay at your side, but sometimes that hope fades away cause you have a certain limit for everything in this life, and that limit haves an end. All your hopes are gone and then it's hard to restore that hope that you once lost, when all important to you in this life is gone how can you be alright again. Now there is nothing I can do about this.

Why couldn't I just tell you how important you were to me?! How much I need you with me. I should've told you my feelings but I was so scared that you wouldn't feel the same way. I now it's too late cause you're gone and I'm never going to see you again!! I started to cry and the tears didn't stop coming out. Why did you have to leave?! Don't you see that you're the only one that I need, can't you just see that!! Levi I need you more than anything, beacause I love you.

My life is nothing if you're not in it, I don't want to miss you! Levi you're the one that I love and I'm here saying goodbye. Why can't you stay with me? I started to feel weak so I fell to the hard floor hitting my head against the concrete, I lay there with the rain hitting my face. I love you Levi... My vision started to blurry and my eyes were closing slowly, then everything turned dark....

Levi's P.O.V

"Levi wait!! Please wait!!" I heard Eren say but I didn't turn back. Why did I run away? I should've turned back, no, its better this way so we won't get more hurt than we already are. I ran even faster, why do I always end up hurting people?! Every time I get close to anyone I end up hurting there feelings, and I don't want that anymore!!

Why did I even had to tell you my feelings? It would've been better if I didn't, you never felt the same way. The sensation of my lips touching your's hasn't left, but I knew you wouldn't kiss back. How dumb was I to think that you would kiss back!!

Eren I'm sorry that I couldn't stay by your side, I'm sorry for leaving you, I'm sorry for all of this. I hope you can forgive me. I know that you're going to be even happier without me, so that way you won't have to suffer beacuse of me. I'm going to miss you more than I ever imagine. But it's better this way, so I will never hurt your feelings ever again. Goodbye Eren....

*wipes away tear* You didn't see anything -_- So I told you guys that I was going to try and update as fast as I could so I wouldn't leave you waiting, so here it is. Though this is a sad chapter, please don't hate me for this good things will come *evil laugh* But hey this is just the beginning, love you all!!

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