Forever and Always (ereri)

Misery

* 2 week's later*

Eren's P.O.V

"I hate school" Levi groans. "Me too" I said. "Why did they had to invent school" Levi said still complaining. "Most of the people like school because, it is were there friend's are. I still haven't seen one single person that likes school because he likes studying" I said. "But I don't have to go to school not even because my friend's are there, cause you're my only friend Eren. Then why do I have to go?"

"Well because you have to, everybody needs to go to school" I said. "But I don't want to". "Levi stop wining, you look like a five year old" I said. "I don't fucking care".

I laughed and said "C'mon Levi, I'm kidding" I said. "Tch"

"Hey guy's" I heard a girl say. "Hey Mikasa" Levi said, I look at Levi and saw Mikasa next to him. "Oh hey Mikasa" I said. "So how are you dudes doing" she said. "Just hearing Levi wining" I said.

"Ha, Levi was wining?" Mikasa said. "Yeah"

"Oh c'mon I wasn't wining! I was telling Eren my opinion of school" Levi said. "Yeah, but you were wining" I said giving him a smirk. "I wasn't wining!" Levi said stomping his feet. "Levi you look like a five year old" Mikasa said laughing. "No I don't".

"Ok, ok let's stop before Levi explodes" I said. "Yeah. Hey let's go walk around" Mikasa said. "Yeah, let's go" Levi said and we started to walk.

"I think we should have school Saturday and Sunday, and Monday to Friday free" Levi said. "We all wish that" I said. "Yeah, we all do. I mean it would be awesome but things are not like that" Mikasa said.

"Guy's I'm going to the bathroom real quick" Levi said and Mikasa nood then she walk away. "Ok, see you" I said. "Umm Eren I'm only going to the bathroom I'm not going to leave forever, so you don't have to say goodbye" Levi said.

"Well not being with you even for a minute, for me it feels like a painful eternity" I said and blush a little. Wait what did I just said?! Oh my god why did I said that! I look at Levi and he was looking at me with wide eye's and his face was a dark crimson color.

"I-I'm s-sorry. I d-didn't mean.." I couldn't speak, my heart was beating so fast. I couldn't say to Levi that I didn't mean that cause I really did. Since I met Levi everything has changed. Every time I see him my heart skips a beat, I feel like I can't breathe when I'm with him.

"I-It's ok E-Eren" Levi said snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yeah" I stare at the floor cause I was too embarrassed to face Levi. "Well I'm going to the bathroom" Levi said. "Ok" I said without looking up. He walk away and I was standing there alone, just me and my thoughts. I'm glad that Mikasa wasn't here, now that would be totally embarrassing.

I'm so stupid for saying that, he probably thinks I'm a pervert or something. Do I love Levi? I ask myself this question every day but I'm not sure yet. Maybe I do? Or maybe not. Ugh why is my life so complicated?! I don't know if I love Levi, but deep inside I feel like I do. But probably Levi doesn't feels the same way. My mind says that it's a terrible mistake loving him, but my heart says yes.

Levi is just so perfect, his smile, his laugh, his personality everything. People might see him as a cold hearted boy but I don't see him that way. I just want him into me, Levi you really got me bad. Levi why do you do this to me? I guess I do love him and a lot, but I don't think he feels the same way.

I don't know what I'm I going to do about this. If I like Levi does that makes me gay? I guess it does but I don't care, I love him a lot. I can't tell anyone about this not even Mikasa. I'm scared that if I tell her everything will change and I don't want that.