Forever and Always (ereri)

Lonely soul

....? P.O.V

I'm sitting here alone, in this lonely park looking at the lake watching the fishes swimming in the water. Oh god how much memories this park brings me back. I see in the distance a little boy fishing with his dad and I'm just here all by myself. My days have been dull since everybody left me, well I left them. I suddenly feel a tap on my shulder, I look back and see a homeless man. "Fuck off man" I said. I'm not in in the mood for a conversation, I see his eye's water. Oh what did I just do? I didn't mean to hurt his feelings. "I'm sorry for bothering you young man" he said and starts to walk away. "I'm sorry, I've been having bad day's" I said putting a hand on his shouder.

"That's alright, I know how you feel I have a lot of bad day's too. But you know what my secret is?" He said. "What?" I ask. "Just put a smile on your face and think that positive things will come" he said. I saw how the old man walk away so I start to walk away too thinking about what he said. I guess he's right, if I think positive good things will come. Though I can't spend my whole life in this misery for someone that doesn't loves me and never did. How was I able to think that he would like me?! Ugh just forget about that. He never felt the same way he always liked me as a friend but I was too afraid to tell him my feeling's and now there is nothing I can do about it.

I suddenly bump into someone, I look and it was the little kid that was fishing. "I'm sorry sir" he said. "That's alright, do you like fishing with you're dad?" I said. "No fishing is boring" the kid said. "You should spend time with the people you care about cause you never know what can happen" I said. "You never know when you're going to lose them" I mutter. I could feel tear's starting to form in my eye's but I hold them. The kid just stan there without saying a word. "I think it's time for you to go" I said. "Yeah, thanks for the advice" the kid said waving. "You welcome" I said and the kid start to run back to his dad. Well at least you did something different today, I know I won't be able to stop this pain but all I can do is keep trying. I won't give up now.....

Who's P.O.V is that? Ohhh I guess you'll have to figure it out by yourselfs XD Hahaha I'm so mean. Oh and by the way I'm not gonna be updating this story for a while so yeah I guess you'll have more time to figure out who's P.O.V is that, lol I'm evil >^<, sorry if it's short but meh that's what I got -_- Anywho I hope you all like it and sorry that I'm not gonna update for a while but I hope I don't let you guys waiting much, luv ya all ^_^

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