The love of my life - Isaac Garcia

24) I need you

My eyes flutterd open, without Isaacs voice. It felt strange. I grabbed my phone from the night stand 6:30 it said. A bit early for a Monday morning. I saw Isaac had texted me

❤️Isaac❤️

Heyyy dunno if you're up

But if not wake up cuz i miss you

Im about to have training again

Call me when you wake up

Love you ❤️

Heyyy Im awake

Miss you so much

Ill call you now x

It took 2 rings to get to him. His smile was warm as always and his hair was across his face but it didn't bug me, it was what made him, him.

"Morning" Isaac smirked as he saw me staring at him through his phone. His voice warmed me up.

" Mornin" I smiled I was wearinh his hoodie  It was a but big for me but i ddint really care. I held my phone and went to the bathroom to get ready.

" I was right" Isaac said suddenly.

" What?" I asked " You're almost never right"

"thats so rude" He laughed " And i qas right that that hoddie lookes better on u than me. I smiled.

" I'll wear it to school" I grinned

" Garcia 10 laps for being on the phone during training " Cole screamed

" Cole im just calling my girlfriend" Isaac complained " Just because you dont have one-"

I laughed

" Isaac NOW-" Cole shrieked

" Cole I will tell Jackie" I warned

" I dont give two shits-" Cole said looking into Isaacs phone

I raised my eyebrows

" Fine you got 10 minutes" Cole said storming away

" Well done " Isaac smile and aired me a kiss. I forced a smile

I hadn't told anyone I had been sleeping well, school stress, everything was getting to me. I've had breakdowns in school toilets and all my feelings have been bottled up.

" Zoe" Isaac said concerned " Are you okay?"

My fake smile was probably terrible

I nodddd slightly. I didnt like lying but i didnt want him to worry.

" 5 MINUETS GARCIA" Cole yelled

Isaac rolled his eyes

"Zoe" He said calmly " You dont have to worry about me worrying if you're struggling through somthing"

How in the world did he just read my mind

" I'm your boyfriend and my job is to know what you were struggling though." He said " And you can't keep hiding it from me."

I nodded

" GARCIA LAST MINUTE " Cole said from far away

Isaac frowned. " Byebye beautiful I love you. Im here fore you if you need me"

I nodded " I love you more "

A contagious smile was across my screen. It made me smile a real smile.

It was 7 and i got back into my room. I put his hoddie on and a pair of baggy jeans for comfort.

" 30 minutes till We leave" Danny yelled from downstairs.

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My legs were shaking. It was never thisbbad until Isaac left.It was overwhilming as i pulled the sleeve of my hoodie up I held the pin up to my arm and pulled down. My skin slit as blood came soaking up. My legs were shakinh like the world was going to end. Tears were streamknv down my cheeks. My body was shaking. I grabbed a peice of tussue and tried to soak yhe blodd up. I couldnt of ruin Isaacs hoddie.

" 15 Minuets" Danny yelled

The pin dropped from my hands as i pulled my sleeves down and ran down stairs and had my breakfast

Authros Note: Im probs gunna update a lot today since i have nothing to do