"Morning gorgeous" Issac was next to me still holding me tight. " Its only 5 but i thought id wake you up earlier"
I smiled groggily
" How are you feeling?" He asked " No lying"
" Tired, overwhelmed, scared" I said truthfully. How did he make me open up to him.
He kissed me on the forehead " You wanna talk about it?" I shook my head. He hugged me, he understoood he didnt rush me.
He got out of bed and weent to the toilet.
I layed in bed, thoughts going through my head. You dont deserve him one said You are not worthy the other one said. I started shaking. Isaac had just walked hinto the room and saw me sobbing on the bed. he cam over and sat next to me. his comforting warmth wrapped around me he just sat there with his arms around me. Silent.
" You wanna talk ?" He asked again
this time i nodded
" I suffered frim anxiety ages ago back on new york, it disappeared one day and now it's back. It was never this bad but yeah. At school in the toilets I heard a girl sayijg how ugly i was and how she deserves you more than I did." I muttered
He didnt say anything and just listened.
"Everytime i look jn the mirror i dont like myself and i see all the bad things in me" I continued on and on about everything that had beenn on my mind
When i finished he gave a warm hug. " I dont care what other girls think. You are beautiful you are worthy. I love you more than anything in the world. Dont forget that."
" Isaac" I said quietly
" Yea?" He said
" Can you stay inbed with me, i feel so bad right now." I mumbled
He smiled at me " Of course anything for you"
He got into ved and he held me tight ly. the thoughts kept coming back You dont deserve him I started slightly shaking. He stroked my hair. " I love you" he whispered
TIME SKIP TO SCHOOL
The final bell rung it was finally time to go home. Isaac walked out of class with me, ella and Josh
His arms were across my shoulders my head slightly on his.
" I need to get alll my books from my locker" I said
Isaac Nodded understanding as we al walked to my locker
" Come on Zoe, dont yiu plan on having ANY fun iver this break" Josh said
" I dont really wanna- " I started.
" Right sorry" Josh said quickly forgetting about how this was my first holiday celebrated without my parents
" New york Number 2" Cole called " Need a ride home?"
" Yes please give Isaac and I five minutes " I called.
He nodded and walked away
" Well, Happy Thanksgiving Guys" Ella said
Josh nodded and I said " Thanks Els"
" Thanks Ella " Isaac said
" See you guys!" I called as Isaac and I walked away
" You doing okay?" He asked looking down at me and placing a small kiss on my forhead. I nodded as we got into the car
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The love of my life - Isaac Garcia
FanfictionTwo sisters, Jackie and Zoe move to Colorado after a tragic accident that killed their parents. Zoe hated the idea, that was until she met Issac and fell in love . The player who dated half the cheerleading team. Little does she know Issac felt the...
