Mariah- Armon reached out to me continuously trying to hug me "ARMON" I shouted he backed up "STOP TRYING TO TOUCH ME" I screamed "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" I screamed repeatedly *SPLASH* I looked down... I cried more "it's to early.." I said quietly before screaming in pain "AGHHHH" I screamed my dad and brothers carried me to the car my mother took my car with the kids and we all went to the hospital.
They instantly got me in a room and laid me back they let my family come in to support they left my uncles to get Zion body and take it to a funeral home "get him out." I said pointing at Armon "sir you need to leave she can't have any stress during labor" the doctor said "Mariah are you serious.." angel asked me "yes I am." I said "AGHH FUCK" I screamed "IM READY TO PUSH PLEASE" I shouted they put Armon out and I started to push.
After a few hours she finally came May-ling rin Lee our- my beautiful baby girl..she would come the day her daddy dies... they took her away and I was left to rest "Mariah..please don't do this to Armon what was he supposed to do.." angel said with a sad expression on her face.
"he was supposed to help my husband..but no he held me as I watched my husband get his head bashed in as I watched my husband get shot" I said starting to get loud again "AS I WATCH MY HUSBAND LEGS GET BROKEN, AS I WATCHED MY HUSBAND DIE HE HELD ME WHILE HE DIED WE COULDVE SAVED MY HUSBAND HE DIDNT" I screamed.
She started to cry " Mariah I don't want you to be hurt like this your my baby sister but my husband can't be hurt either..." she said "angel stop." Tyrese said "no no your right. Your husband can't be hurt but mine can." I said "angel you and your husband can leave I'm done with everyone at this point. I'm leaving early." I said sitting up "Mariah you can't." Zack said holding my hand "how about I stay with you for as long as you need it could be years months days I don't care your my baby sister" he said.
Zack and my mommy were always the one to be there for me angel as well but she placed her side of the auction in this matter. I nodded and he hugged me "your never truly alone baby riri" Zack said I cried more I couldn't do anything but cry. My daughter has to celebrate her birthday and her daddy death date.
"Cmon Mariah let's talk" Zack said everyone left out as Zack told them to except my mother. "Cmon let it out baby sis." Zack said rubbing my back I bursted out into tears "why'd it have to be my husband!!" I cried out hugging my brother my mother joined the hug and hummed me a song she sang to me when i get sad.
"Ik it hurts my love but you have four kids now three of them watched their father die I'm sure they're scared...you gotta stay strong baby" my mama said Zack wiped my tears and smiled, "you're a strong woman Mariah show them ok." Zack added on I knew they were right it just hurt so much to watch him die to be held back as he died; my soul feels anger and pain I'm hurt badly.
I nodded and sighed "your right Zack can u stay with me at home for a while and mama can you tell my babies to come here.." I said and they nodded and my mother got the boys, "hey guys.." I said "hey mommy.." Emilio hugged me "hi babies...Ik what u saw today was scary and I'm so sorry.." I said "mama they didn't watch." Kaito said I nodded and hugged him "I'm sorry..especially to you..." I said "it's fine mama.." he said my baby was trying to be strong..
"Can we go home.." he continued to say I saw a tear fall from his eye I pulled him close and hugged him tight "the only person in this family who has to be strong is me ok...let it out my love.." I said rubbing his hair tears fell from his face as he held me close crying this is an horrific pain.
After two days 
Zack woke me up out my sleep this morning i was drenched in sweat and I was crying I didn't remember doing this but I had a nightmare about Zion..it's just not fair to me.. Zack handed me clothes and kissed my head "get dressed little sister it's time to go" he said fixing the twins hair "ok.." I said getting up. 
After changing we went to his truck "where's your wife uncle Zack" Roberto asked kaito laughed, "Roberto!" I shouted trying not to giggle at the slightest, "she left me" Zack answered. "Why?" Emilio asked "stop asking questions" I replied Zack chuckled and looked back for a little "I didn't wanna give her any cookies!!" Zack said tickling Emilio and Roberto they laughed with huge smiles.
That put a smile to my face if only Zion were here instead of my brother I appreciate him I do but when laughing with our kids and looking at my baby girl sleep it should've been with her father. We got to my house and Zions entire mafia gang were there together in my house front entrance including Armon.
"Why are y'all here." Zack asked I sat May-Ling carrier on top of an entrance dresser by the door unbuckling her to hold her, "we need to talk Mrs.Lee" one member said I nodded and we walked to my living room. "So what?" I asked feeding may-ling, "now that our boss, your husband passed away we need a new boss. As shown his bosses death letter he puts his strongest Allie in charge of his mafia." A member named Chris said I stared at them waiting for them to go but it was silent so I spoke.
"Why are you telling me." I asked curiously, "well..you are bosses most strongest Allie he left you in charge of everything." He answered passing me a letter Zack grabbed the letter and held it so I could read. "Dear Mariah..I hope you receive this letter at 60 when we're both retired and ready but if you are receiving this letter young I want you to know I love you my heart, you are the strongest person Ik both mentally and physically we had this talk and it's your time take over my mafia for me my dear and remember even when I'm not around I'm always there -love Zion." The letter said.
I cried a little but I have to realize I'm a mother of four now I have to be strong and we did have this talk, I knew they would be quick. "Fine how do I become your boss" I asked wiping my tears "Mariah think about this" Zack said to me trying to reassure my trace of thought, "slice your hand and squeeze blood into this pen then sign your name." Chris responded to my question.
"Ima do it Zack." I said Zack backed down and nodded a gang member than brought me a knife and a document to sign with the pen, I sliced my hand and squeezed it into the pen and wrote my signature. "Thank you boss." A female member said her name was Savannah. "After all this you will have a number of your top five members live with u and guard you for life until their final breath comes." Chris said he's obviously one of the five.
Why is he talking all serious it's pissing me off he talks like he's in a anime or a game "sir I'm 36 years old not some strict 50 year old ceo talk to me in a regular base your pissing me off." I said he nodded and sat straight "my top five are Savannah, Chris,Micheal,Leon, and Sarah." I said they stepped over "so be it alright everyone go about your day." Chris said everyone nodded and left.
Lord Zion what have you done.
TBC 
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Dancing with your ghost
RomantikTwo well known people throughout the world meet each other and fall in love happy as ever they hold a secret from the world soon the male lover dies leaving behind his companies to his darling wife how will she grieve will she do fine who knows?
 
                                               
                                                  